#I cannot copeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[onewomancitadel]

I'm not putting any of this on I'm going to go out into the water and I'm going to ruminate I'm going to let myself get wet and come in with a sick fever I'm going to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I am not remotely normal I just do my best to moderate my emotional expression and am currently failing

#this will be really funny if he's okay and really funny if he's not because then I'll feel foolish for the amateurish hope I had. #okay there's a difference between characters narratively flagged for certain things over others. #and I've never begrudged penny et al. fans over character death emotional response. #in case someone calls me a hypocrite #I'm just used to being too much lol #I cannot copeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #I WAS PREPARED FOR CINDER #I WAS PREPARED FOR HER STORY TO GO AWRY #ALRIGHT #even Jaune ending up with Weiss or some nonsense is devastating but also like #but yes I know narrative pain might ultimately be good portents #but also #have you considered #it hurts #seraphina ruminates over V9 #rwby9