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#I caved and thought maybe I’ll make a Catholic match profile bc maybe God wants me to be more proactive
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#just feeling a lot of things and I don’t like them bc they’re kinda ugly
#I know this yearning and gaping hole in my chest is ultimately supposed to be filled with God
#at least in the sense that I’m not driven to envy over others being loved more than me
#but I def have not been good with prayer lately. at all :/
#I’m feeling discouraged in many ways too. I want to try to do more hobbies but the learning curve is so steep when i look at them
#and I already have almost no motivation anyway so that discourages me even more
#I wish I WANTED to do stuff
#I wish I had plans and goals in my life bc as I get older it’s more embarrassing when i talk with ppl
#had a preliminary meeting with a guy who does financial advising and that kind feel flat bc like
#I have no goals I’m working towards
#and also I don’t even know how to describe myself and what I like and all
#I caved and thought maybe I’ll make a Catholic match profile bc maybe God wants me to be more proactive
#even if I don’t think I would ever be able to do anything like online dating at all
#bc I can’t even do regular dating irl
#I want to have known the person for a long time first
#but anyway that’s ANOTHER whole thing
#so anyway I stopped making my account when I had to describe myself for the profile and I just drew a blank
#like sorry I don’t do or like anything :/
#I mean it’s not true but it also kinda is?
#but yeah now I get all sorts of emails from catholic match and I can’t unsubscribe bc you have to sign in to unsubscribe
#and I technically don’t have an account yet -_- bc I didn’t finish… so stupid
#maybe I should go back to therapy….
#but I really was feeling like I had hit a plateau. like really it was stuff in my life that needed to change
#or spiritual healing and growth
#and there was only so much that talking could do by that point after I had done a good amount of growing in self knowledge
#not like it ever ends really but also I had to wake up early to have them before work
#and also it’s money so yeah I stopped :/
#so IDK
#idk what to do
#either in my life or for my mental/emotional state
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