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#I don’t remember my hs self fondly so I don’t see why anyone else would yknow
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I once heard that dreaming about someone constantly means that they’re thinking about you. Maybe these people miss you too?
kneejerk reaction is that I hope they’re not thinking of me tbh
#is that the truth? I’m not too sure. I just think it’s be easier to be okay with the concept of everyone forgetting me forever than to sit
#with the mortifying possibility of being known and remembered
#I don’t remember my hs self fondly so I don’t see why anyone else would yknow
#I was already kinda convinced everybody hated me before I vanished so I guess. if ppl are thinking about me it’s negative
#it’s scarier if it isn’t lmaoo
#I don’t know what’s wrong with me
#but yeah I don’t think it works like that nonnie or at the very least I hope it doesn’t <3
#I think I’m just a weird guy whose brain is trying to hold on to idealized memories of the past because he’s afraid of growing up
#n wishes they had the insight they do now back then. if I had known I was a nb lesbian dealing w massive comp het
#if I had known abt the bpd I could’ve realized that I split on ppl and myself
#i was so excited to have friends and be cared about man
#I hate that little guy I was but I don’t blame them for being stupid and not understanding shit. I wish I could slap my younger self on the
#back of the head and be like “’be normal dumbass ur friends like you’’
#I uhh often focus on hurting myself more than not hurting the people around me and it was rlly bad back then
#asks
#nonnie
#this is all to say that I think that the constant feeling of instability and academic stress is causing me to subconsciously wish for the
#the days I perceive as being easier. it’s a mishmash of real events and things that possibly could’ve been if I was normal
#I believe I want a feeling of control or something? idk. idk that contradicts everything
#dreams are just dreams. I’m probably just regretting how much of senior year I lost and that’s it
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