#I feel like such a failure jsjshsjahsjahs

[kimjiwoong]

alexis got back with his ex

#i dont know what to say other than i literally cried when he told me #he apologized and it's fine it's whatever #he said they had history and its true #i don't think I'll talk about him again #i asked him not to take me home anymore because it's gonna be very confusing to me #i like him so much he's so cool of course I can't have him #i can't compete w a girl like that #i feel so fucking bad i wanna throw up #im never gonna be loved romantically ever #i just wish he hadn't messed with ne #me* #im so fucking fond of him hahaha i hate this so bad #we could have had something so nice #we get along so well #I feel like such a failure jsjshsjahsjahs #when is it my turn #why does she get the boy instead of me #haven't i not gotten then boy enough times #fuck character development fuck working on myself I've done my time #where is MY person #u guys don't have to want it but i do #i fucking do #i hate this #rose.txt #sorry for this