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MAG 1 - 'Angler Fish' - Jon's professional aggression.
It's highly notable that in his introduction to his first recording Jon is angry, stuck up, and incredibly defensive. In almost every sentence he exclaims his hatred, disappointment, and disapproval of something or someone. This level of aggression, presented under the guise of genuine academic concern is not in line with real aggression, but much more closely aligned to fear.
Jonathan Sims is scared. He's totally not qualified for the job he's landed himself in, he's creating an access mode into the archives for many future researchers, and he's got absolutely no idea how he found himself in this situation. He's backed into a corner and lashing out feels safer than settling down, but there aren't many ways to lash out and simultaneously keep your job.
Being snarky with Martin; hating the tape recorders; complaining about Gertrudes standard of work; it's all irrelevant when it comes down to it. The whole introduction pretty much sets us up for his failure, it's not so much an introduction as it is a premature excuse for future mistakes.
It's all so enamoured with that clunky, embarrassing, flushed feeling at the start of a new job where its all going wrong and you're totally sure you're gonna be sacked. He's already been unable to record statements to his computer, entirely quashing his plans for a digital archive, and there's already tension among his staff, probably making him feel like a totally inadequate boss!
What a way to start a job: inadequate, insecure, and totally aware of the reality of the supernatural horrors you try so hard to ignore.
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