#I just gotta let you know that I did learn and danced to Paradichlorobenzene and so you owe the full Sarishinohara fic LMAO

[kyoupann]

Turns out it really is me and the queer RPF fanfiction I read at 13-16 years old against the world.

#personal #Let's just say I finished reading this LU fic which I loved but never had the fucking balls to finish it #kind of like... if I don't read it it won't end you know? #(The Nile is a river and I live in it) #anyways that led me to read old fanfiction I WROTE and tbh it wasn't great but I had so much #it reaally reads as a 16yo writing about love #and THEN that led me to looking at my fic recs page on my blog and oh wow (: #All of the fics that marked me are there #some of them are not available anymore #but just the title of them get this visceral reaction from me (: damn i sure love feeling overwhelmed with nostalgia #anyways who would've thought that fanfiction about two British twinks would have such impact on me #but also who would've thought the meloryo fanfiction I created with my bestie on the bathroom floor of our middle school would also somehow #mark in ways I can describe yet I don't even remember half of the fic; Rinn if you're reading this (I know you aren't) #I just gotta let you know that I did learn and danced to Paradichlorobenzene and so you owe the full Sarishinohara fic LMAO #tkm mija <3