#I know this is a subject I COULD talk abt w/my artist he's a HELLA chill guy idk I don't think he'd be upset?

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every day I want to cover the last tattoo I got more & more cause God forbid someone think I got it cause of a certain fandom..................

#I just literally don't know how to approach that subject w/an artist like heyyyy! #you did a tattoo. on my body. and now! I want it covered up by something else! #like. the thought alone makes me want to vomit until I die #it's not the quality of the work! it's just 🥴 I just want it to be covered up with another kitty tattoo at this point #I know this is a subject I COULD talk abt w/my artist he's a HELLA chill guy idk I don't think he'd be upset? #but it's just like OMG such a THING you know? like FCK. #but I also feel like tattoo artists are more.... understanding of like hey! bodily autonomy! we all make choices! and sometimes! #we wanna change em! #idk idk idk idk been having LOTS of thoughts for LOTS of months #I just wish I knew like..... what the reception would be if I asked abt it cause I REALLY like my artist I REALLY like the shop #and it's not like it's HIS own *original* art I want covered #idk man idk I got other tattoos I don't LOVE but they're on my back so no one ever sees em #IDK IDK IDK I LITERALLY MAKE MYSELF SICK TO MY STOMACH AGONIZING OVER THIS #I don't want my artist to hate me but I kinda do really want this one covered up with something else so bad that #I've already planned out what I'd want covering it....... like that's a bad way to feel abt a tattoo right? #literally feel like I'm gonna hurl up my cereal now thinkin abt it hahahahha 🥴😖😟😔🤢😵‍💫☹️ #erin explains it all

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tagged by the loml @axdreil​

rules: answer the questions & ask 11 of your own

1. favourite piece of fiction all for the game or harry potter, hands down. theyre both so so imoprtant to me holy hell 

2. if u could live in any fictional world which would it be? why? definitely harry potter. i wanna be able to do magic bc im a lazy fucker and also i’d love to fuck w purebloods with muggle stuff

3. what was ur childhood anthem (or just ur fave song/band growing up) okay no one’s gonna know this bc i lived in pakistan but it was this song 

4. favourite moment from aftg all of them djkgag there’s so many how do i pick one?? but one of the more underrated ones has gotta be when neil calls matt from columbia and matt is ready to fucking kill andrew 

5. favourite ice cream chocolate chip bc im borin and love chocolate sm 

6. favourite pun im not punny can u believ im just accidentally funny

7. where would u like to travel to see u :~) @axdreil​

8. whats ur go-to feel good film/show/book/song/anything one direction lmao i watch their interviews and video diaries or just listen to their entire discography 

9. favourite season autumn!!!!!!!!!!1 9. on a scale of 1-10 how much do u love neil josten its way past a 10 im literally matt boyd 9. talk about something u love harry styles. i love him sooo much he’s gotten thru some tough times and he just makes me wanna be a better person. he’s been dragged thru the mud by the media so many times and at the beginning he let it get to him but i’ve seen him grow and mature into a beautiful person who is unapologetically and authentically himself and tbh thats who i wanna be when i grow up i wanna stay true to myself and to others and stay as kind as he is

my quesions

favorite part of ur day 

best thing about ur best friend 

advice you’d give to your 10 yrs old self

tell me a joke

favortie subject in school and why 

what’s the closest thing on ur left rn 

where did u last go on vacation

talk abt the best teacher you had 

favourite song/artist

would u go to the moon if u could

u can meet one person living/dead. who is it and why 

i was tagged by @glitterghxst terrible lmao anyway,,,

Are you named after someone? yes i am and im v happy with it 

When was the last time you cried? last night lmao 

Do you like your handwriting? depends on how it looks thers 67538975 variations

What is your favourite lunch meat? i?? dnt assign times to food i’ll eat whatever th fuck i want whenver i want 

Do you have kids? i am almost 19 yrs im a kid myslef 

If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no im annoying as fuc

Do you use sarcasm? sarcasm? who is she never heard of her

Do you still have your tonsils? i havent had them taken out so i guess yes 

Would you bungee jump? fuck yea if my mom let me 

What is your favourite kind of cereal? cookie crisp

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? i am Lazy

Do you think you’re a strong person? lol

What is your favourite ice cream? chocolate chip

What is the first thing you notice about people? i dont fuckin know ,, maybe their choice or the way they hold themselves 

What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? my whole entire face and my hands? ugli 

What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? burnt orangey pants and no shoes

What are you listening to right now? castle by halsey at this second, i’ve got my spotify on shuffle 

If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? idk???? maybe beige idk man crayons have weird names 

Favourite smell? this is hella specific but the perfume my elementary school principal wore 

Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my lil bro 

Favourite sport to watch? whats a sport 

Hair colour? black

Eye colour? brown

Do you wear contacts? no i would die beore i wear contacts again

Favourite food to eat? what else do u do with food? idk which tho 

Scary movies or comedy? either is fine tbh 

Last movie you watched? i,,,,,, cnat remmebr 

What color of shirt are you wearing? purple

Summer or winter? neitehr 

Hugs or kisses? hugs or forehead kisses IF im in the mood plss dont touch me otherwise 

What book are you currently reading? NOTHING bc im fucking depressd and cant focus on a single damn thing for longer than 5 seconds 

Who do you miss right now? my friedns and my aunt

What is on your mouse pad? its 2017 i have a laptop 

What is the last TV program you watched? the vampre diaries bc im trash

What is the best sound? the sound of peace and quiet 

Rolling stones or The Beatles? idc for either tbh oops but rolling stones i guess 

What is the furthest you have ever travelled? america i guess? bc i came frm pakistan

Do you have a special talent? surviving everyday i guess and negletcing every single responsibility. also being able to recognize a 1d song anywhere anytime as soon as it starts playing no matter how faint

Where were you born? rawalpindi, pakistan.., i miss it

tagged by @neljostns​. ty bbe!!

what fictional character do you relate to most? honestly, probably either sana bakkoush or andrew minyard, and they’re both vastly diferent i realize that but they capture both of my extremes and i’d die for them 

favorite song atm: sign of the time by harry styles listen to it here 

3 favorite films: kill your darlings, all the hp movies, titanic

3 favorite tv shows: b99, and the get down, skam

favorite school subject: english & psychology 

what book(s) impacted you most: aftg, soc, vampire academy 

what was your blog originally about and what is it about now? my main was originally 100% 1d; over the years it had 1d, 5sos, little mix, marvel, literally everything. now its back to 99% 1d. this one was a saved url for a while i only started really using it in like,,, august? of 2*16 i think

what is something you’re looking forward to? may 12!!!!!!!!!! harry styles releases his debut self-titled album get it here

favorite food? idk tbh,, maybe biryani 

3 things you like about yourself: my sense of humor, my ability to give zero fucks, my taste in music

#this took sooo long hsdgshf #challenges