#IDK IDK IDK I LITERALLY MAKE MYSELF SICK TO MY STOMACH AGONIZING OVER THIS

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every day I want to cover the last tattoo I got more & more cause God forbid someone think I got it cause of a certain fandom..................

#I just literally don't know how to approach that subject w/an artist like heyyyy! #you did a tattoo. on my body. and now! I want it covered up by something else! #like. the thought alone makes me want to vomit until I die #it's not the quality of the work! it's just 🥴 I just want it to be covered up with another kitty tattoo at this point #I know this is a subject I COULD talk abt w/my artist he's a HELLA chill guy idk I don't think he'd be upset? #but it's just like OMG such a THING you know? like FCK. #but I also feel like tattoo artists are more.... understanding of like hey! bodily autonomy! we all make choices! and sometimes! #we wanna change em! #idk idk idk idk been having LOTS of thoughts for LOTS of months #I just wish I knew like..... what the reception would be if I asked abt it cause I REALLY like my artist I REALLY like the shop #and it's not like it's HIS own *original* art I want covered #idk man idk I got other tattoos I don't LOVE but they're on my back so no one ever sees em #IDK IDK IDK I LITERALLY MAKE MYSELF SICK TO MY STOMACH AGONIZING OVER THIS #I don't want my artist to hate me but I kinda do really want this one covered up with something else so bad that #I've already planned out what I'd want covering it....... like that's a bad way to feel abt a tattoo right? #literally feel like I'm gonna hurl up my cereal now thinkin abt it hahahahha 🥴😖😟😔🤢😵‍💫☹️ #erin explains it all