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keydekyie · 6 months
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"I don't want to party, I want my wife"
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fatuismooches · 10 months
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ITS 💌 ANON!! as per usual i come to you with a headcanon at ungodly hours of the night in my time. i’ve been playing too much honkai star rail…BUT!! fluff and angst combo again 🏃 ure the best :(( pls don’t follow my example and get proper rest !! thanks for always being cool hehe
Dottore making a medicine that actually does work!! you can move around like normal, no longer as tired, and ofcourse- Dottore is thrilled. He’s done it, he kisses them and he takes reader everywhere, every single place he wanted to- he checked everything, they were fine…until suddenly, they fainted and he basically finds out that the medicine could only make everything good for a short amount of time before putting reader in the most excruciating pain possible after, so sadly, zandik curses himself and gets back to work :(( he dosent care about the sacrifices, he dosent care what he has to give and what gets taken away as long as you don’t. He’s a committed man and he’s committed for until after life. Literally will reincarnate with you if he can because he will *not* let go.
TO THE FLUFF THOUGH! zandik taking atleast 1 hour everyday to do something that you like because he realizes that you miss him (and he misses you too). At first he was wary because he wanted to ensure that he could get you cured as soon as possible, but he couldn’t handle it if you were all sad and gloomy either. He didn’t want you to think of yourself as a burden and god forbid, you try to leave again (referring to that one ask where reader leaves bc they feel like a burden,, in feel like he’s be so damn scared…even if he won’t admit it). So reading you a book? sure, just be prepared for many side comments if it’s some cheesy romance novel or him reading a textbook. Drawing? hell, he’ll draw an anatomical heart with you holding it! Cuddling? he’ll wrap you up in his fluffy coat and hug you as much as you want.
- 💌 anon
AWW ILYY 💌 ANON!! Hehe I am trying my best to go to sleep earlier... it's a work in progress. Also i feel you on the HSR brainrot but I'm TBL 57, have no good artifacts since I haven't farmed, and stuck on the deer boss fight 💀 i gotta get on the grind soon 😫🫠 But you better get proper rest too!!! Or else- 💖💖
NOOO THE FLUFF GETS IMMEDIATELY WIPED AWAY TO ANGST- I can't imagine the sheer happiness you two would feel. Reader, of course, would be absolutely elated and very plainly show how delighted they are. You're running, hopping, Dottore even twirls you around and you do a pretty little spin as you fall back into his arms. You're so happy, you haven't smiled or laughed this much in ages. Dottore, as usual, doesn't show nearly as much emotion as you, but don't let that fool you. Internally, he's feeling something he has never felt before, so foreign that normally he'd be trying to get rid of it but this time he knows exactly why he's having this feeling. Thrilled, excited, proud, enthusiastic, words that could not even begin to fully describe this feeling. Centuries of work finally paid off, never to have to be repeated again. To see you so purely happy, makes him look forward to things going back to how they once were. Oh, how much fun you'd have joining him as his assistant again. The whole atmosphere and feelings of the clones in the lab are in sync for once.
Except... it all comes crashing down. Literally. When you collapse in his arms with ragged breaths, skin searing to the touch, actual tears begin to form from how badly it hurts. Immediately the mood from early deflates as he rushes to get you back to normal and ease your suffering </3 To have something he desires right in his hands, just to be snatched away from him with no warning is something he's never experienced before. He is a scholar, possibly one of the most intelligent beings in Teyvat. Such a thing shouldn't have happened to him. But it did, and he has to start over. He probably killed some people to blow off steam. No remorse. Just anger.
Sigh sigh I LOVE THIS SM. Normally, he'd scoff if it was any other activity. Especially when it's boring meetings. A whole hour? For nonsense? He finds it meaningless. His 24 hours are spent doing important things. Important things being research, experiments, notes... and you, of course. You're right, when Dottore has a goal or something he wants to reach, he just throws himself into it. No breaks, nothing, he just wants to make progress, progress, progress. Especially when it's you on the line. He'll refuse any and all contact. But he's come to realize your state deteriorates even more if your needs are not met by him. Not to mention the clones are sending messages to each other internally about how sad you are, which he decides he overhears way too frequently </3 So he knows he has to put a stop into it. (And yes, that ask was sad as hell, I still think about it 😭🥺)
Love how we agree he's a pro at drawing anatomical stuff hehe. You cut out the hearts he draws and put them on your walls or something ;( And also AHHHH THE FLUFFY COAT CUDDLING... No words can describe how much I love that scenario. It's so cute to think about both of you wearing it at the same time... you're on his lap, he's wearing the coat but it's swallowing your whole body up anyway since it's wrapped around, the fluff tickling your face!! <3 The book is in your hand, you both take turns reading it but Dottore interrupts whenever something dumb is said or done. Oh.. but you end up falling asleep since his voice is so relaxing and his chest is so comfy..
Ughhh eternal lovers with Dottore is hitting me right now ;( Especially when you talked about his commitment... hell yes this crazy doctor will not bat an eye at anyone else besides you it doesn't matter how long it's been. For you he has no limits. He always be intrigued and into this person who managed to worm their way into his cruel cold heart...
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z-rayed · 2 years
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Heyyy, until we don’t have the opportunity to see Axel (miss my baby so much <3) and the other LI’s, can you give some tips concerning drawing skills…
ofc, only if you want
I’ve seen some of your stuff on Instagram and they are literally stunning, I’m trying to improve this skill in 2022 but it’s so hard. Thanks in advance
Thank you for your kind words! Tho I don't think they're good...
The best thing I can say is "practice makes perfect". I went a long way to my current style and I mean it. I have sketchbooks from 2010 and I literally went from the start. That time I drew terribly but in 2011 I started to draw like crazy. For example, I have a sketchbook in 2011 which I started in June 2011 and the last sheet had a drawing from August 2011 (there're 40 A4 sheets). I can't even draw like this rn lol
Oh, and look through some art styles and try to find the one you like the most. Then try to practice to make this style yours, unique. Maybe someone scrolled my blog but there's a drawing when I began to adapt to my new style, it was from 2017.
After you made it comfortable for you to draw, check out some references and anatomical atuff and once again try to adapt it into your style.
That's what I can say 'cause that was in my way. Hope it was helpful, tho it's some general things. Maybe I can find examples of how I drew back in 2017 when I tried to adapt to my new style...
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yeongwvnhi · 3 years
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》만나다《
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Supernatural creatures AU
Taglist (send an ask if you want to be added): @twancingyunhoe @vickylamore @glxwingstar @se0--0ho @seohospepe
Genre: angst!!, fluff, suggestive
Rating: 16+
General Warnings: Supernatural creatures (vampires, werewolves etc), blood, violence, weapons, language, death, poisoning and just dark themes in general.
Chapter Specific Warnings: mentions of a funeral and a mortuary,talking about death, blood and talking about internal bleeding, needles, refusing to eat (mentioned once), talking about cause and time of death (mentioned once), mentions of a lack of anatomical activity, lots of crying lol
Pairing: ONEUS x fem reader 》 choose your ending
Synopsis: somehow you came back to life just about a day after dying, scaring the poor guys who work at the mortuary one late night as you flee, not knowing where to go before they found you.
Word count: 3k [thanks to @moongaera for beta-reading <3]
–> for reference: Y/N - Your Name,, N/N - Nickname
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"Hyung, stop thinking about what could have been" Leedo interrupts the sorcerer's train of thoughts. "I know what you're thinking and it's not your fault. No one is mad at you for failing. You tried your best" 
Seoho remains silent and Leedo sighs, the two of them making their way back to their residence. 
"Oh you're ba- What happened?!" The owner of the house greets them first, almost losing it at the smell of blood and the way the two men's hands are covered in the now dark red/brown-ish substance. 
"Seoho Hyung was asked to try and save someone, but turns out the poor girl got so heavily poisoned he was powerless" Leedo explains. "I'll explain to you in a bit, we're just gonna go and wash up" 
The man just nods and watches the two of them walk away with pity swimming in his eyes. He knows how much it hurts his friend to not be able to help someone who so desperately needs it. 
"Hwanseok.." your mother speaks and puts her hands on your father's shoulders. "We should… organize Y/N's funeral" 
Yongjun hasn't come out of his room again after Haeryeong explained to him that you, his older sister he looked up to, has died. 
Your father just nods, knowing he has to let go. 
So about an hour later a van from the city's mortuary came and got your body. Your parents filled out all the papers regarding your burial and watched as the workers drove away. 
Everything was pitch black and so… cold. But not the kind of cold that made you shiver, no, that type of cold that keeps you cool but at just the right temperature. It's hard to describe, yet you found comfort in it. 
It's like you're dreaming of nothing but that nothing was still something. 
And you felt heavy. So damn heavy that you can't move a muscle, it's like you're paralyzed. 
The only thing that indicates you're still somehow awake were the distant voices. You couldn't differentiate them except for one deep voice. 
After that, you kinda flaked out and now you were just confused. What was happening? and why couldn't you wake up or anything? Because it felt like an eternity. 
"J-Junghwa please tell us you're pulling a sick prank on us right now" a close friend of yours says with a shaky voice. 
"Yeah! No way- No way did that happen!" Hae-in also says, tears welling up in her eyes. "You were with her, what happened?!" 
Junghwa rubs his face and looks at the three girls in front of him. "I'm telling the truth - I swear I am! I had to get the Necromancer but even his efforts were in vain. She died and her parents probably already had someone pick her up…" 
Hae-in breaks out in tears, sobbing into her hands before Yura takes her into her arms, also silently crying. 
"This feels so unreal" Hana says, trying hard to not break down as well. 
"I know… I'll miss her so much" Junghwa says, eyes getting glassy. "I just… thought I'd let you guys know.." 
Yura and Hana nod at him while Hae-in continues sobbing into Yura's shoulder. 
Junghwa turns around and wipes his eyes, making his way back home. 
"Seoho, how do you feel today?" 
"Numb" 
"You have to eat" He says, pushing the plate of toast towards him. "Woong is going to short-circuit when he realizes you are not eating the breakfast he prepared for you" 
"But I don't feel like eating, Hyung" The sorcerer fights back, hands going up to hold onto his head. "I just failed a very influential and nice man! I couldn't save his daughter because I didn't see what poisoned her!" 
The older one frowns and sits down next to his friend, taking his hands and looking him in the eye. "Listen Seoho, this is not your fault. Everyone makes mistakes and it does not help you one bit if you dwell on them. Instead, take them as a lesson for what you can do better next time. There is always a chance for you to prove yourself and this was not the last one, okay?" 
The sorcerer feels tears building up in his eyes at his Hyung's words and nods quietly, afraid his voice will break if he speaks. 
The older one gently guides Seoho's head to his shoulder and lets him cry it out. He understands the pain his younger friend feels almost too well. 
The younger one of the two quickly composes himself and wipes away his tears. "Thank you H-Hyung" 
Said man just smiles gently and pats his shoulder. "It's okay" 
"Seo-ie Hyung~ did you eat your food?" 
"Ah shit, here we go…" 
You could feel your senses coming back to you one by one, hearing being the first. 
"Cause of death?" 
"Spirit-Iron and Vampire-Root poisoning and rapid internal bleeding" 
"Time and date of death?" 
"4:37pm, January 25th 2920" 
"Name and age?" 
"L/N Y/N, 23" 
"Species?" 
"W-" 
The two men got interrupted by a loud banging noise. 
"Ah shit, what did the intern do this time again" 
"We should check it out, it's not like she's going anywhere" 
"You're right, let's go" 
That's when you opened your eyes, sterile white light shining down on you as you sat up. 
To your surprise you were still in your clothes which were soaked in blood, but luckily not sticking to you anymore. You sat up and your feet met the ground. 
You tiptoe around the examination table and towards the door, carefully peeking around before navigating your way through the building with the help of signs hung up. 
"HOLY FUCK!!" you hear one of the two men scream. "THE CORPSE IS GONE! WHAT THE FUCK!!" 
You were surprised you weren't panicking, but that was a problem for later as you sprinted outside and into the forest which was near the mortuary, not paying attention to your surroundings. 
"What?" Your father's voice sounded through the living room and your Mother peered up. "What do you mean 'her corpse is gone'???"
Haeryeong could feel the feeling of dread creep up inside of her as she listened to what Hwanseok was saying. 
"Oh god" he mumbles. "N-No I don't think you should try and find her body- I'll take care of it. Yeah goodbye" 
"What the hell happened?" Haeryeong asks, eyes wide. 
"The mortuary called and said Y/N's body is gone" Hwanseok explains, "this must be some sick joke" 
"Do you think the Necromancer has something to do with it?" 
"As much as I want to believe he's not at fault, he's the only one who's capable of such thing" 
"What do you plan to do, Hwanseok?" Haeryeong asks, eyebrows furrowed in worry. 
"I'm going to pay him a little visit tomorrow" 
You finally stopped running when you felt like you were far enough into the woods, sitting down against a tree. 
That's when you started noticing the details. 
No breathing, no racing heartbeat or pulse, no sense of fear or threat. 
What the hell was going on? Weren't you just on your way home from that frat party with Junghwa? Your drink tasted weird and everything was spinning until it just went black. 
Did someone put a weird potion into your drink? 
You don't know for how long you've been sitting there, but it somehow felt like an eternity and it dawned on you that you were most probably dead. 
The lack of a heartbeat and breathing was worrying and so fucking confusing, if your body would still be able to you would've totally panicked. Yet here you were, sitting totally calm against the bark of a tree, trying to grasp the situation. 
It was just so illogical how your brain is still working but your heart doesn't beat. It defies all the knowledge of the body's anatomy and it drives you wild. 
Slowly getting up again you try and see where you can go, but everything is just so dark and you can't see past the thick trees and small rays of light the moon provides, but you heard what felt like every little noise. 
And then the crunching of leaves and twigs snapping got your attention, head whipping around to look towards where the noise was coming from. 
You were on high alert as you kept your eyes on the spot. 
"Are you lost?" A male voice asks you, but you remain silent and press yourself against the tree. "Hey don't be scared" 
You hold your tongue at the snarky reply that was about to slip out when the man steps forward onto a spot illuminated by the moonlight. 
"Who are you?" You ask, getting ready to defend yourself. 
"I-" the guy stumbles over his words, probably not having expected this question, "I'm Seoho, the Necromancer" 
That's when you notice the black outline of the Spellmark around his left eye, a stark contrast to his light skin. 
You take a tentative step forward, more into the moonlight and you see the man's eyes widen. "No- No this can't be real" 
Furrowing your brows and tilting your head you ask him, "what can't be real? Do I know you?" 
He sinks to his knees in what looks like shock and you go closer, squatting down in front of him. "Hey what's wrong?" 
Seoho looks almost mortified as his eyes meet yours. "I-I watched you die just a few hours ago! There w-was so much blood!" 
A confused pout forms on your lips as you tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. "That explains a lot…" You mumble, "I woke up in this mortuary and ran into the forest without knowing where to go" 
Your little explanation seems to have stirred something in the guy as a sob wrecks his body and you don't know what to do with yourself right then and there. "Hey- please don't cry!" 
He laughs dryly and wipes his eyes. "I'm sorry this is just- overwhelming" 
"But aren't you used to seeing dead people come back to life?" You ask. 
To your surprise Seoho shakes his head. "That's what everyone thinks, you know?" He sniffs a little and regains his composure. "But I have only ever revived one person" 
"Oh" 
"Yeah so… it's kind of new to me" He says, "and I actually didn't revive you, Y/N" 
"What? Hold up- what?" You're taken aback by his statement and look into his eyes, disregarding the fact that he knows your name. "What do you mean? Are you saying I came back to life by myself??" 
He runs a hand through his black hair, exposing his forehead briefly before answering you. "It looks like you did, yeah. I don't know how that's possible but-" 
"Hyung, where did you run off to?!" Someone yells from a distance away and you see the man tense. 
"You should go back to your friend, I'm sure he's worried" you suggest and stand up. "I think I'll go back home-"
"No!" Seoho frantically exclaims and you give him a surprised look. "I mean- don't go home! I should check up on you first!" 
Playing with your fingers, you think about it for a second before the new voice calls out again. 
"Seo-ie Hyung~" he chimes. "Where are you~" 
The sorcerer gives you a pleading look as he also rises back onto his feet, his taller figure slightly towering over you. 
"Fine" you give in and a smile breaks out on his face, a cute eye smile hiding his eyes in a crescent moon shape. 
"Hyungie I found you!" The voice exclaims from behind Seoho and quick footsteps approach you two as the guy jumps onto the older one's back. "Ohhh who's that?" 
The guy is shorter than Seoho and his hair a bright pink, his eyes flashing yellow for a second as he curiously blinks at you.
"Uh.. hi?" You awkwardly greet and wave your hand at him. 
He hops down from Seoho's back and approaches you, circling around your figure. "How would you never want to die?" 
The question catches you off guard and you furrow your brows while watching his movements. "I guess being burnt alive sounds pretty gruesome" 
He starts laughing hysterically only to stop after a few seconds. "I see~" he says and stands in front of you, holding out his hand for you to shake while Seoho watches you two closely. "I'm Hwanwoong! What about you?" 
You take his hand cautiously and shake it, his strong grip startling you slightly, not having expected someone of his size to be so strong. But then again; never judge a book by its cover. "I'm Y/N" 
"Your hand is awfully cold, N/N-ie" He comments. "Are you sick?" 
"Uhm-" 
"Woongie, that's enough" Seoho finally steps in, "we should head back, yeah?" 
Hwanwoong releases his grip on your hand and nods with a big smile. "Should I hurry back first and tell Grumpy Hyung about your guest?" 
You hold back a laugh at what he called his older friend. 
"Yeah, do that" Seoho nods and cracks a smile. "But don't call him Grumpy, you know he hates that" 
"That's why he is grumpy hyung! But okay, I'm going~" Hwanwoong giggles like a child and starts running away. 
"I'm sorry for this… weird encounter" The sorcerer turns to you with a sheepish smile. "You know how shapeshifters are" 
"It's fine don't worry" you wave it off, "he's actually quite alright" 
Seoho snorts at what you said and clears his throat. "Just wait until he has a fit… then he's not so alright anymore" 
"Wh-" 
"We should go now" 
You bite back the question you were going to ask and opt for just nodding as you follow beside him, navigating through the woods. 
"Are we there soon? It feels like we've been walking for days" You complain and Seoho chuckles. 
"Don't worry we'll be there in 2 more minutes, Y/N" 
Then you suddenly realized that he knew your name before you even told him or his friend. 
"Wait.. you knew my name before" 
"Did you forget what I said? About watching you die under my hands?" 
"No.." 
"Your father had someone get me" 
You remain silent, since it made perfect sense now. 
Seoho leads the way through a particular dark part of the forest before a giant building comes into view. 
"That's it" He says and looks at you. 
"Woah" You comment in astonishment and meet his gaze. "This is where you live?" 
The sorcerer gives you a proud smile and nods. "Yup. I live here with five other friends. They're my family" 
A soft smile also reaches your face. 
"Ohh Seo-ie Hyung is back!" Hwanwoong's voice is loud as he practically yells that. 
Both Seoho and you turn your gazes to the front door, Hwanwoong's bright pink hair standing out against the dark interior, a taller man in a red suit standing next to him. 
Seoho takes a hold of your wrist and drags you towards them. "Hey Hyung" he greets the taller one. "Did Woongie tell you?" 
"Yeah" the guy nods, his attention then on you. "May I ask for your name?" 
He speaks very… formal, detached even, you notice. "I'm L/N Y/N" 
The man gives you a tight smile. "You can call me Ravn for now. Nice to make your acquaintance" 
"Ah, me too" you awkwardly bow a bit, making a chuckle erupt from the tall guy. 
"Let's head inside" Seoho speaks up again and enters with you first up, practically shoving you inside before the other two follow close behind. 
He shows you into a hospital-like room and makes you sit down on one of the four beds. "I'll be right back okay? I just need to get my assistant" 
"Alright" you nod and watch him leave, closing the door behind him so you decide on just looking around the room. 
It looks pretty sterile, IV-Bags next to every bed but without fluid, monitors of all kinds and also a sink next to the door. It looks like they took lots of instruments from a hospital room. 
You don't remember where you heard it, but you're pretty sure someone once told you that the Necromancer's healing abilities were pretty weak, so he had to rely a lot on potions and normal things like they are in here. 
Just when you finished your thought, the door opened again. 
"No way" a green haired man says and looks at you, calmly sitting on the bed while Seoho closes the door behind them. "You- How?" 
"I told you, I don't know. That's why I got you to help me check her up" 
The two guys go and grab some stuff from around the room and put it on the table next to the bed you're sitting on. 
"Hey uhm" you speak up, "I heard you're not that good with healing stuff" 
A pang of hurt flashes across his face for a second after your comment. 
"Ah! I'm not making fun of you! It's just that-" with frantic hand motions you try to explain yourself, "I'm one of the best healers in this land so maybe I could help you out..?" 
The hurt in his face immediately gets replaced with relief and he exchanges glances with his companion. "I mean, I don't see why not" Seoho bashfully smiles at you. "It would mean a lot to me" 
You smile back at him. "Okay we can talk about that later, right? What kind of stuff do you need to check?" 
"Well first of all we need to check your blood" the green haired guy starts explaining, "then we need to check your vitals and brain activity and lastly abilities" 
"No physical tests or anything?" You ask and raise a brow. 
"What Leedo forgot to say" Seoho now answers, "is that yes, we will do physical tests, but they come after the stuff he listed" 
"Ohh I see" you nod in understanding. 
Seoho goes to grab a syringe and you watch him closely. "I hope you're not afraid of needles" 
"Actually I am" you reply, bending back a bit to get away from the instrument. "I've always hated them" 
A frown pulls on the sorcerer's lips. "I'm sorry. We do need a bit of your blood though…" 
You fight yourself for a few seconds before giving in. "Please make it quick" and the man nods, patting your knee briefly. 
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