#I think tumblr is also just full of introverts and ngl I kinda can't stand a lot of introverts

[rskbunny]

I have grown ✨ cynical ✨ towards any kind of social media that isn't to do things like ask for answers to questions

#text #mine #might delete later #like girl what if I delete tumblr does it really matter #kinda been sick of it anyways #I hardly even open it anymore. it has no value to me #ashame my usernames are fire tho #like do I really need to publicize my mental distress? #reddit is the only social media I even open anymore and it's more like research for shit I need to or wanna know #the online no friends life has lost its glamour. I just start to realize how it really is people still competin over the lack of sleep they #got last night just with new things and new coats of paint #it's either who has the best or who has the worst #my shoppin addiction recovery has kinda led me to just look around me and see how much of my life is constructed by me or by outsiders #and the root cause of it really was just insecurities and not wantin to feel like a failure #tumblr isn't even really that social anyways #I think tumblr is also just full of introverts and ngl I kinda can't stand a lot of introverts #they don't want to be around people so there's literally no reason to even try #and I get ghosted all the fuckin goddamn time #like I really mean nothing to you huh? #'oh but it's so hard to talk to people' girl then just say you don't have time for me so you don't waste my goddamn time #I swear sometimes as a narcissist I'm more considerate of others and that's really fuckin weird #the whole treat ppl how u want to be treated and then also assumin everyone operates like you subconsciously #social media is also just full of everyone discoursin over everything and there's no constructiveness to it #everyone is just complainin about everyone else with no one listening #it's just a fuckin echo chamber #I think a lot of you could benefit of a touchin of the grass #social media is only fun when I have severe mental distress and I think that speaks volumes alone