#I’m trying to tell myself it’s just seasonal depression mixed with birthseasonalday depression but idk

[bournforthedead]

I drew myself with one of my fictional crushes who would *probably* treat me right.

I ripped the background from Google by just searching “Japanese city iPhone background” I’ll try to remember to find the link as credit. I’ve just been down and wanted to draw something for myself.

#hyde shipping and handeling #borderlands #rhys strongfork #self insert #art #punkin around #I want to get back into drawing Inside job or something but honestly everyone already has such cute ocxcannon pairs I don’t want to intefere #I’m trying to tell myself it’s just seasonal depression mixed with birthseasonalday depression but idk #I always end up somehow spending my birthday alone and I think that’s the worst part of having a birthday so close to the holidays #why am i like this 🤡