#I’ve just. been getting progressively more upset by little things i reslly shouldn’t care about that much and I’ve gotttn to the point

[seilon]

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#there’s something very wrong with my brain #I can’t. manage it #in the middle of the day I just suddenly switched moods and despite my friend already being over and me having been perfectly happy with #that like the whole week up til that point I just. started getting overwhelmed and now im getting annoyed by everything and I want to be #alone but I can’t just out of the blue to actually I don’t want you here. no real reason. i just. cant do it. leave #I’ve just. been getting progressively more upset by little things i reslly shouldn’t care about that much and I’ve gotttn to the point #where I’m not sure how I’m gonna get out of bed and like. interact #some of the things getting to me are decently valid but they’re not exactly his fault or things that should be making me angry or whatever #I know that logically #but yeah #I just. #im. out of nowhere not okay my mood just plummeted and I don’t wanna open up to anyone or change my routines and stuff for anyone #I don’t know man #kibumblabs #delete later #I guess I should’ve seen the crash coming. #I’ve been too productive lately to not crash at some point and go into a fun hermit depression spiral #I don’t know why I get so. mean spirited when I get like this #like I just. want to push people away and don’t trust them and I don’t know