#I’ve only worn band shirt and dress shirts. today was a kind of cute Godzilla shirt but I’m not doing it to be ironic

[floral-hex]

My therapist asked if I dressed ironically and I had to assure him that no, I just really like florals

#he said I wear a lot of flowery clothes and ‘funny shirts’ #which I mean I don’t even wear a ton of florals. just like a flowery shirt or pair of pants #but I mean… plants look nice. flowers look nice. flowers… pretty #and ‘funny shirts’??? that just hurts #I’ve only worn band shirt and dress shirts. today was a kind of cute Godzilla shirt but I’m not doing it to be ironic #I’m too old to like things ironically #just let me be cringe with sincerity #tbf I’d just told him I’d been goth in high school and I guess he thought that carried over and was me trying to get people’s attention #and I mean I guess a lot of people pick their outfits with some idea of public perception in mind #so I don’t think it’s unreasonable to imagine how others would perceive me #but I dress like a boring dad a lot of the time. not anything exciting #I swear I’m still goth inside. I promise I’m still a spooky boy. but the kind of spooky boy that wears shorts w/ the occasional polo shirt🤷🏻 #oh god… I’m a sellout 😣 #we were talking about how self conscious I am and how I hate possibly being viewed as this big grumpy looking dude #but whatever we’ve all got problems pppssssshawwww #and I dunno… this is too much talking for a dumb text post #whoops #you can ignore this #text