#I'll need to make more effort in studying regularly now which Im Horrible at

[raksh-writes]

Ugh, I have one of two super hard, super important exams tomorrow and Im so damned stressed out about it. It's supposed to be like an hour long, 10 questions and 5 minutes for each type of exam, but my doc with notes is like 50 pages long and Im sitting here wondering how am I gonna compile a few pages of notes into an answer short enough to type up in 5 minutes? Not to mention, my wrists and fingers are gonna be screaming at me after the first couple of questions too, it's gonna be miserable.

The only saving grace is the fact it's an online exam, so Im pretty sure we'll be able to have our doc with compiled notes pulled up for some help. I'd be cooked without it. There's so much material and I should be revising the notes to make them more concise but my brain just won't work, the brain fog's being awful, so of course my anxiety is having a field day too. Ugh. I dunno, I guess I just hoped to throw out some of it by typing it down. Maybe it'll help...

#personal #vent #dunno if it's the two year break from uni #or getting over the 25 years old line #or going through covid (prob several times) throughout the years #but studying is so much harder than it used to be #I used to retain a lot of info just from being in classes #and being able to soak up quite a bit just on the couple days before the exams #but now it's like I have some kind of film around my brain #that prevents the info from sticking #it's awful #I'll need to make more effort in studying regularly now which Im Horrible at #but for now my only hope is I'll be able to pass these two exams with all those compiled notes #or it's gonna be bye bye uni again