#I'm in pursuit of a diagnosis but dragging myself out of bed to make and go to appointments is killing me

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#I am. so sick #sorry I haven't been on much I am like a snail in a salt shaker rn #my tsh is 0.01 #everything hurts and I am EXHAUSTED #I spilled coffee on myself because I was shaking so bad this morning #I'm in pursuit of a diagnosis but dragging myself out of bed to make and go to appointments is killing me #my boss has started to make comments about how unkempt I look #esp now bc 30% of my hair has fallen out and the rest is Struggling #and looking presentable and enthusiastic is quite difficult when you feel like bernie sanders perpetually looks #sorry bernie that was unnecessarily mean I like your policies and stuff you just look like you've been shaken around in one of those #bingo ball things #anyway #screaming into the void #sorry I don't usually vent on here I'm just feeling like a deflated clown #you know what merlin looked like when he got stung by that scorpion thing in bbc merlin? #that's basically like. what I look like #pale little victorian man #except my eyes are ginormous bc apparently that happens? when your immune system is trying to kill your endocrine system? #wild #johnsense