#If I was too harsh I ll apologize tomorrow because rn im too emotional to do it properly

[trucbiduleschouettes]

Me: gets angry and speak my mind because fuck being nice and not saying anything, justified anger or not

My body: and now we're gonna give you a case of the full body shiver and stomach curl of stress and anxiety for being the worse person alive

#I hate my body I hate it I hate it #If I was too harsh I ll apologize tomorrow because rn im too emotional to do it properly #but gods I hate that im so used to bottling uo everything and not allow myself to be upset till im breaking that i feel physically sick #argggg #vent #personal #I dont care if Im the bad guy here fuck it #everything fucking SUCKs and I'm fucking TIRED #so what if i m a fucking mean bitch huh #fuck this I dont wanna be nice anymore I dont wanna fucking keep bottling up everything because what if other feels sad #yeah well I feel sad too godamnit #ignore me I'm fine I just need to sleep and step away from the situation and cool down and apologize once I do