#If it's not clear Cas is the one that struggles with emotions in HBOspn

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Hbo!destiel things I want to see

- Dean has tattoos everywhere (duh) but after he and Cas become official he gets wings tattooed over his shoulders that spill onto his forearms and trace down his shoulder blades

- Cas loves his tattoos and gets Dean’s hand print spread across his ribs tattooed onto him after he scarred Dean

- The other angels don’t approve of Dean at all and blacklist Cas as unclean for sleeping with a human

- soon they won’t even refer to him by name (which I think another post elaborated on)

- [The whore and his pet are among us, Uriel] Zachariah sneers and Cas wraps his arms around Dean’s waist and Dean digs his nails into Cas’ skin in bitter anger

- The degrading k!nk they considered playing with isn’t as commonly used when they sleep together after this

- Even Hannah can’t get an audience with her superiors if she refers to Castiel by name - he’s a traitor and a slut in their eyes

- Dean and Cas fuck, but they don’t have emotion behind it - at least until some of the later seasons like 8 or 9

- And the audience is completely aware of this and realize the first time they make love it’s different and Cas is worshiping Dean’s body with reverence because they’ve been monogamous with each other for years now but they refused to acknowledge their bond has changed

- But when Dean moans a weak [I love you] his hands lost in Cas’ hair as Cas licks and kisses up his thigh, Cas pauses, his pupils blown wide and a blush over his face as he reaches up and cradles Dean’s face, their foreheads together

- [I love you, too] he murmurs against his lips and the next kiss is different

- They only tell each other a handful of times that they love each other before the show ends, and not all of them are during sex, but their bond is a quiet love that simmers heatedly in loyalty and unspoken adoration

#hbo supernatural #HBO spn #hbo destiel #hbo dean #hbo cas #destiel #supernatural destiel #If it's not clear Cas is the one that struggles with emotions in HBOspn #not dean #because I said so #Heaven doesn't have time for love and Cas barely knows what it is #he just knows dean