#It has been. such a long year. Apparently it is even 2023 now. Gosh

[anothergirlsparadise-x]

What is the universe trying to tell me?

Oh my gosh so the last month or so has been absolutely insane. 

The start of the madness happened on 9/23, my boyfriend and I took a trip to Ohio for a gaming tournament of his. We drove, so I offered for us to take my car because it was way better on gas than his big explorer. He agreed and thought we could save some money going that route. Ha! We weren’t even in Columbus for 2 hours before my car was stolen in front of the air bnb we were renting. Apparently Kia’s are an easy car to steal, and it was a trend on tik tok amongst teens to steal Kia’s, joyride them, crash/total them and go get another one. Us being from Oklahoma had no idea of this or we would have taken his Ford. Anyways progressive was able to pay about $21,000 for my car and I just got word that my GAP insurance is covering what I am upside down in. I am thankful that we decided to purchase that when getting the car. I hadn’t even had that car 4 months. Crazy.... anyway I have been without a car for a month now, Josh said he is going to get a new truck and I can have his explorer if I want.

Getting his explorer would be smart because we plan on buying a house within the next 2-3 years. We just found out that we are expecting a baby in June 2023. I am really excited, this wasn’t really the plan. I didn’t even think I could honestly get pregnant, but here we are. We are hoping for a boy since he already has a little girl but honestly I wouldn’t care either way. I made my first OB appointment, it will be for 11/15. I never in a million years thought I would be a mommy, but I honestly could have not have asked for a better man to be the father. The way he is with his daughter is so heart warming to watch, he is a really good daddy. I love him so much and I love our baby so much already.

So last week my ex (Roxane) texted me. She is truly a disgusting horrible human being. She is a narcissist to the very core. She first texted me to ask me to verbally sign over my rights to Kimchi (a cat)? Wtf? So, I go a long with her silliness and made up story, but when I start questioning of course classic drama queen narc starts her antics again. She gets me so heated that I say things I shouldn’t (this is how narcissist get you, so they can play the victim and blast you and make you out to be the bad one) like that I should have punched her when I could have, and this my friends is called reactive abuse. I have put up with her abuse for so long, she knows how to bring me to this level and then play the victim like she is innocent in all of this. When in fact she was the real abuser, I mean in all aspects. She literally physically abused me. But I don’t care anymore, she cannot hurt me. I have blocked her out of my life completely. I want nothing to do with her ever again. She even went as low as calling my boyfriend names. Which was not cool, that’s when I really lost it, because Josh doesn’t deserve any of that, he is the best person I have even been with and he treats me better than anyone ever has. I will defend him against that trash. 

Anyway, I figured I would write in here considering its been a couple of months...Stay tune for baby updates <3

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