#Like holu hell girl why are you like this 😭 this is why you struggle with finding friends... You flip from telling too much

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Just remembered all the shit I said today and I need to hide, I need to perish, help me

#miranda talking shit #Me? Exposing myself? Yes. Idk whats wrong with me ill either say nothing about myself or ill #Reveal the most intimate things about me and no one knows which typw i am foe the day #Telling you about my current life amd being? Pfff nah. So anyway i have been severely bullied by my siblings growing up. #I still have major issues with trust and intimacy in general bc of it and even after 10 years of practicing self love i still cant say i #Love myself... Also listen to this: #Like holu hell girl why are you like this 😭 this is why you struggle with finding friends... You flip from telling too much #And not enough its concerning aaaa #I mean.. Oliver being him hes not going to treat ne differently or bring it up unless i do and overall just be normal #But i cant be i am screaminh so bad! I love stable and calm people but when they are super cool chill while im #So badly flustered/bothered... I basically become worse bc they give such little fucks goddamn #As usual i lose either way. If i image he cared about what i told him i feel super bad and embarrassed. #If he doesn't care or think about it i also feel bad bc it was a big deal for me to share #If i manage to sleep tonight ... Yeah that'd be amazing bc my mind is going bananas