#Like me roo and matt managed to meet up in 2018 and i flew to london for it alone. Id do it again in a heartbeat lol

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Lmao... Told Roo I'm bummed that I can't get Fabian to come visit me and he went on an heartfelt rant

"He's such a noob, I told him just days ago that it's an disgrace that he haven't visited you yet! You live in the same country! He sucks, Goddammit. He have so much free time, he isn't busy with much"

#miranda talking shit #Ajjdbdjdksjsjdjdjdj i love them.... #The fact roo is so emotional about it really made me :') yeah #Me: uh... I mean i can go to Stockholm too... But then I'd HAVE to spend moneh for hotel and food so thats like 3-4x more expensive at best #If he comes here he can stay with me and eat for free.... #Roo: YEAH all he have to spend money on is train tickets? How much is that?? #Me: um. Ive checked and around 30-40 euro if youre lucky. 50+ if not. So ride here and back would be around 60-80 euro #Roo: i cant believe that guy... He got no excuse now. Its the same country !!!!! #The boys #Roo #Fabian #My less understanding and timid side agreed but also i dont want to... Pressure him. Like maybe he doesn't want to... #Then again I'd not understand why he wouldn't want to if he actually ... Likes me? Idk #Like me roo and matt managed to meet up in 2018 and i flew to london for it alone. Id do it again in a heartbeat lol #Its funny that roo gets so upset about it tho... Feels like hes doing it for me #Idk if i need to be more aggressive about it and tell him WHEN he should come #I have ASD and i often prefer people to decide things for me or give me a few options #But everytime i bring it up he says like 'yeah this summer probably' #At one hand i feel hurt bc i feel like he doesnt actually want to... But also i feel guilty for somewhat forcing it on him.... #Ofc i really REALLY want to meet him and roo. Unfortunately roo lived in another country so that needs more planning... #Fabian is less than 1000km away ... He could take a train and be here in 6h or a flight in 1h... #Id mentioned i would basically provide him with house and food. If he rather pay for an hotel thats like 90euro per night here but like #Whatever makes him more comfortable? I just ... Am mentally GOOD for the first time in history ... I want to spend time with people i love