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snackerdoodle · 9 months
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Gus and Cooper say trans rights.
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snackerdoodle · 9 months
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please look at my two beautiful sons.
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snackerdoodle · 30 days
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they aren’t cats but here have a video of cooper booping gus
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snackerdoodle · 10 months
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I can make little a vacation tumblr post. as a treat. Île Sainte-Marguerite.
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snackerdoodle · 4 months
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books I read in 2023
I had a huge reading year this year because of my gruelingly long commute. The list below the cut is mostly for my own edification, but I’m a nosy person who supports other nosy people, so if you want to know what I’ve been up to, have at it. Almost everything I read this year was from the library.
1/12 A Charmed Life, Diana Wynne Jones
1/18 The Lesbiana’s Guide to Catholic School, Sonora Reyes
1/24 The Life-Changing Magic of 
Tidying Up, Marie Kondo
1/25 Hotel Magnifique, Emily J. Taylor
1/30 Spark Joy, Marie Kondo 
2/2 The House in the Cerulean Sea, TJ Klune
2/8 The Golden Enclaves, Naomi Novik
2/8 Delilah Green Doesn’t Care, Ashley Herring Blake
2/15 The Nile, Toby Wilkinson
2/23 The Painted Queen, Elizabeth Peters and Joan Hess
2/28 Ella Enchanted, Gail Carson Levine
3/5 Tipping the Velvet, Sarah Waters
3/12 Lord of the Silent, Elizabeth Peters
3/16 Marie Kondo’s Kurashi at Home, Marie Kondo 
3/20 Shirley Jackson: A Rather Haunted Life, Ruth Franklin
3/20 The Art of Simple Living, Shunmyo Masuno
3/26 The Bird’s Nest, Shirley Jackson
4/11 Life Among the Savages, Shirley Jackson
4/12 A People’s History of the United States, Howard Zinn
4/18 The Yellow Wallpaper and Other Stories, Charlotte Perkins Gilman
4/21 Rest Is Resistance: A Manifesto, Tricia  Hersey
5/1 Last Night at the Telegraph Club, Malinda Lo
5/3 Astrid Parker Doesn’t Fail, Ashley Herring Blake
5/10 Fight Like Hell: The Untold Story of American Labor, Kim Kelly
5/11 Conflict Resolution for Holy Beings, Joy Harjo 
5/12 Why I’m No Longer Talking to White People About Race, Reni Eddo-Lodge
5/15 The Lottery and Other Stories, Shirley Jackson
5/18 The Lives of Christopher Chant, Diana Wynne Jones
5/29 A Little Devil in America, Hanif Abdurraqib
6/3 A Marvellous Light, Freya Marske
6/6 Ducks, Kate Beaton 
6/8 Wild and Wicked Things, Francesca May (awful. Every character was an idiot. Why did I finish this)
6/10 Breathing Lessons: A Doctor’s Guide to Lung Health, Meilan K. Han, MD
6/19 The Three Body Problem, Cixin Liu
6/19 A Fortune for Your Disaster, Hanif Abdurraqib (I liked this even more than the last one I read. Maybe because it was an audiobook read by the author.)
6/22 Disjointed, Diana Jovin (ed) (skipped parts that were totally unrelated to me and some things that were also too technical)
6/22 The Lavender Scare, David K. Johnson
6/26 Enquête au collège, Jean-Phillipe Arrou-Vignod 
6/28 The Thief, Megan Whalen Turner
7/3 Last Call, Elon Green
7/12 Cache Cache Petit Fantôme
7/13 Le Petit Prince, Antoine de Saint-
Exupéry
7/13 La fille qui navigua autour de féérie dans un bateau construit de ses propres mains, Catherynne M Valente
7/14 Lost in the Moment and Found, Seanan McGuire
7/14 Ich mag dich gesund sagte der Bär, Janosch
7/25 The Lies of Locke Lamora, Scott Lynch
7/31 The Adventures of Amina Al-Sirafi, Shannon Chakraborty
8/10 A Restless Truth, Freya Marske 
8/16 Camp Damascus, Chuck Tingle
9/6 The Body in the Garden, Katherine Schellman
9/11 Silence in the Library, Katherine Schellman
9/13 When Things Get Dark, various 
9/19 Death at the Manor, Katherine Schellman
9/25 Sorcery and Cecelia, Patricia C Wrede and Caroline Stevermer
10/3 The Grand Tour, Patricia C Wrede and Caroline Stevermer 
10/6 Murder at Midnight, Katharine Schellman
10/12 The Mislaid Magician, Patricia C Wrede and Caroline Stevermer
10/18 Shakespeare Was a Woman and Other Heresies, Elizabeth Winkler
10/18 Harry Potter und der Stein der Weisen, JK Rowling
10/25 Poisoner in Chief: Sidney Gottlieb and the CIA search for Mind Control, Stephen Kinzer
11/1 Iris Kelly Doesn’t Date, Ashley Herring Blake
11/3 Nothing But Blackened Teeth, Cassandra Shaw
11/9 Unfuck Your Habitat, Rachel Hoffman
11/11 Safe and Sound, Mercury Stardust 
11/12 Organizing Solutions for People with ADHD (revised and updated), Susan C. Pinskey
11/18 Red Seas under Red Skies, Scott Lynch
11/20 In With the Old: Classic Decor A to Z,  Jennifer Boles 
11/23 Habitat: The Field Guide to Decorating, Lauren Liess
11/24 Vermeer: The Complete Paintings, Norbert Schneider 
11/29 The Conscious Closet, Elizabeth L. Cline
12/4 Leech, Hiron Ennes
12/6 The Star that Always Stays, Anna Rose Johnson 
P12/14 The Republic of Thieves, Scott Lynch
12/15 An American Sunrise, Joy Harjo
12/20 The Wife Upstairs, Rachel Hawkins
12/22 How to Keep House While Drowning, KC Davis
12/30 The Gentle Art of Swedish Death Cleaning, Margareta Magnusson 
Gave up on: The Woman Who Would Be King, Kara Cooney (too speculative/fictionalized)
A Scatter of Light, Malinda Lo (nothing really wrong, it just wasn’t holding my attention at all)
14 histoires pour avoir peur mais pas trop quand même (turned into full cast audio and the music between stories was really annoying)
Manhunt, Gretchen Felker-Martin (not in the right headspace maybe, maybe just not for me)
American Cozy, Stephanie Pedersen (got annoyed at how much of the information hinged on living in a huge suburban home with 18 closets and a husband and multiple children you can make do your chores for you)
The Curated Closet, Anuschka Rees (not bad just not what I was looking for)
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snackerdoodle · 9 months
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snackerdoodle · 1 year
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Books Read in 2022
I almost lost my list of all the books I’ve read this year when my phone died in November, so I’m putting it here for safe keeping. I’ve read more books this year than I have since I started reliably keeping track, thanks in large part to all the audiobooks I’ve been listening to on my monster of a commute. Almost everything on this list is from the library because 💖 for the library always. If you’re nosy like I am, enjoy!
1/13 The Unspoken Name, AK Larkwood
1/17 The Last Graduate, Naomi Novik
1/27 The Secret Lives of Color, Kassia St Clair
2/2 A Wizard’s Guide to Defensive Baking, T. Kingfisher 
2/10 Recovering from Emotionally Immature Parents, Lindsay C Gibson (this is her second book on this topic. If this piques your interest, I strongly recommend reading her more thorough first book “Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents” instead.)
3/4 American Indian Stories, Zitkala-Sa
3/23 The Thousand Eyes, AK Larkwood
3/24 The Traitor Baru Cormorant, Seth Dickinson
4/11 Where the Drowned Girls Go, Seanan McGuire
5/3 Rhythm of War, Brandon Sanderson
5/6 Caring for American Indian Objects: A Practical and Cultural Guide, Sherelyn Ogden (ed.)—skimmed parts not relevant to research for work.
5/9 The Unbroken, CL Clark
5/18 The Monster Baru Cormorant, Seth Dickinson
5/21 Le Petit Prince, Antoine de St. Exupéry
5/21 Fantômes, Raina Telgemeier
5/23 Barbe Bleue, Perrault (short story, audio in French)
5/27 Dark Tales, Shirley Jackson
5/30 La Peste, Albert Camus —audio, did NOT follow the plot at all. Required way more focus than I could do but I did listen to the whole thing. Understood the words etc in parts I could pay more attention to. 
6/6 German Word Booster, Vocabulearn
6/6 The Animals at Lockwood Manor, Jane Healey
6/9 Black Tudors, Miranda Kaufman
6/15 Mexican Gothic, Silvia Moreno-Garcia
6/21 Vol de Nuit, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry —also couldn’t follow the audiobook well. Same as Camus. I think same narrator too—he whispers and projects in turns so can’t hear half the time, and if anything happens while driving I completely stop paying attention then check back in. Will get non audio version sometime. 
6/27 The Heiress: The Revelations of Anne de Bourgh, Molly Greeley
7/6 Harry Potter à l’école des sorciers, JK Rowling (Don’t judge me too harshly—I’m at the mercy of what’s available in French at the library.)
7/14 The Heartbeat of Wounded Knee, David Treuer
7/25 Le Cerveau et la Musique, Michel Rochon (French Canadian audiobook—he spoke slower and because it is nonfiction didn’t whisper half the time so I could understand this one really well, yay!)
8/9 Gideon the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir
8/13 Nona the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir (ARC)
8/17 Harrow the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir
8/19 Crocodile on the Sandbank, Elizabeth Peters (I’m rereading this series for pure nostalgia. I do not recommend it if you haven’t already read it. There’s a lot of colonialism and period-accurate (Victorian) racism that isn’t interrogated as much as it could be, along with a kind of 1980s feminism that doesn’t read well now, imo. I would not like these if I had not read them in middle school, but as it stands, I have an unshakable if critical fondness for them.)
8/20 The Mummy Case, Elizabeth Peters
8/22 Lion in the Valley, Elizabeth Peters
9/2 Deeds of the Disturber, Elizabeth Peters
9/15 The Snake, the Crocodile, and the Dog, Elizabeth Peters
9/16 The Last Camel Died at Noon, Elizabeth Peters
10/4 Sacrées Sorcieres, Roald Dahl (translated into French)
10/8 The Hippopotamus Pool, Elizabeth Peters
10/14 The Ape Who Guards the Balance, Elizabeth Peters
10/20 The Guardian of the Horizon, Elizabeth Peters
10/26 Seeing a Large Cat, Elizabeth Peters
11/1 A River in the Sky, Elizabeth Peters
11/7 Dracula, Bram Stoker (through Dracula Daily)
11/8 The Rise and Fall of Ancient Egypt, Toby Wilkinson 
11/10 Awakenings, Oliver Sacks 11/15 The Curse of the Pharaohs, Elizabeth Peters 
11/19 Treasured: How Tutankhamen Shaped a Century, Christina Riggs
11/21 Germany Travel Guide, Lonely Planet
11/29 Witch Hat Atelier 1, Kamome Shirahama 
11/30 Egypt Travel Guide, Lonely Planet
12/2 Witch Hat Atelier 2, Kamome Shirahama
12/2 Witch Hat Atelier 3, Kamome Shirahama 
12/7 Legends and Lattes, Travis Baldree
12/19 The Story of Egypt, Joann Fletcher
12/22 The Goblin Emperor, Katherine Addison
12/23 The Book of Hygge, Louisa Thomsen Brits
12/23 The Tea Dragon Society, Katie O’Neill
12/23 Witch Hat Atelier 4, Kamome Shirahama
Gave up on:
The Jasmine Throne, Tasha Suri (Disappointing—I wanted to like this one)
Tsumiko and the Enslaved Fox, Forthright (Simply awful—not for me at all. Recommended by the library because of the audiobook narrator and I could not get through it.)
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snackerdoodle · 3 years
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Mary keeps finding perfect posts that are accidentally about Gus so here is the little boy.
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snackerdoodle · 3 years
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(via https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7vTyjuuslUqiHauSgsmbuQ?si=WJHuwxgiQ422gub_5ZEC5w)
I got a little obsessed with the idea of creating a Lyctor Love Songs playlist for The Locked Tomb. I’ve finally finished fussing with it and wanted to share! You can read a breakdown of my rationale for these songs below the cut because I always wish other people would do this for their playlists, and now it’s time to put my money* where my mouth is.
This playlist is conceptually a definite spoiler for the process of achieving lyctorhood as revealed at the end of Gideon the Ninth, so proceed with caution if you haven’t finished that book yet. I also made this after reading Harrow the Ninth, but I’ve tried to censor (or at least be vague) in my references to spoilers for that book.
Possibly obvious content warnings for murder, suicide, toxic relationships, and cannibalism mentions—stuff you’d kind of expect from this series, honestly. I’m adding an additional content warning for the lyrics of We Both Go Down Together by the Decemberists including implied rape, which is not in line with the content warnings you might expect for these books. 
*obsessive energy
Umbrella - Rihanna
This is a much more wholesome song than the rest, but I really wanted to include it for "When the sun shines, we'll shine together, told you I'll be here forever, said I'll always be your friend, took an oath, I'ma stick it out til the end," and "You're a part of my entity, here for infinity." It has a bit of a “one flesh, one end” feeling to it. 
#1 Crush - Garbage
This song is creepy, obsessive, and uses some upsetting violent imagery, which is exactly the mood I’m after here. I really like the idea of being haunted by the other person—”See your face every place that I walk in, hear your voice every time that I’m talking.” I also like the implications of seeking power—”Throw away all the pain that I’m living [...] and I could never be ignored.” The line about selling their soul doesn’t hurt this song’s case either. 
Drain You - Nirvana
This feels like a pretty easy connection to syphoning for me, and for this context the gorey, semi-medical imagery is spot on. Also how could I resist “with eyes so dilated I’ve become your pupil,” when there is just so much eye-related lyctor baggage in this series?
Animals - Maroon 5
Here comes the cannibalism. There are so many cannibal songs. I also included this one for the language about absorbing the other person and not being able to escape each other.
I Will Possess Your Heart - Death Cab for Cutie
Here for creepy possessiveness, pure and simple. Also, “I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me”—the potential for achieving ultimate necromantic power? Maybe!
Banks of the Ohio - Dolly Parton
When I first had the idea for a “Lyctor Love Songs” playlist, it was just going to be a bunch of murder ballads, but expanding my criteria turned out to be more fun. I really love the way Dolly Parton sings this traditional American murder ballad. This one gets to represent the traditional songs on this playlist because of its river imagery and because I think lines like “she cried my love don’t murder me, ‘cause I’m not prepared for eternity” play well with the lyctor concept. It also makes me ridiculously happy to include a 19th century song on a playlist for a distant future sci-fi setting. We’re all lucky I’m not making a playlist of the oldest extant folk songs I can find for the archives on the Sixth.
Phenom - Thao & the Get Down Stay Down
More cannibalism imagery, yes thank you. Anatomical imagery? Yes, thank you. “Scorched earth”? Sure, I’ll just take that for my distantly post-apocalyptic playlist, thank you. I also like the narrative in this song around rising to power. “First of the secondary class” plays well for me with our spoilery knowledge about the nature of lyctorhood in relation to the powers of the Emperor. 
Under My Skin - Jukebox the Ghost
I’d never heard this song before I started working on putting this playlist together, and a friend suggested it in our group chat. It’s completely perfect, and in my opinion, a total bop. “I can fit two people under my skin […] crawl up in there and join me within. I can feel your heart beating under my skin,” etc, etc. 
Two of Hearts - Stacey Q
Same vein as the one before! I also think there’s room here for intentionally misreading “I got this feeling that you're going to stay, I never knew that it could happen this way, Before I met you I was falling apart, But now at last I really know we're made of two hearts that can beat as one…” with lyctoral intent—the narrator is in a stronger position now that they’re entwined with the other person.
Tears of Pearls - Savage Garden
So this song is here in part because my high school friends and I once accidentally listened to this Savage Garden CD on repeat at a sleepover for like 5 hours straight, so I love taking the opportunity to break out this song in particular. That aside, I think the toxic relationship structure described here plays well with the lyctors, especially as we see them in Harrow. I particularly like this part near the end: “We twist and turn where angels burn, Like fallen soldiers we will learn, Once forgotten, twice removed, Love will be the death, The death of you.” I would love to include some religious imagery on this playlist, thank you Savage Garden. Also, as we see in Harrow, the older Lyctors sure do handle their emotions...poorly. 
I’m Sorry - Margaret Cho
An excellent murder ballad! “I’m sorry I killed you dear, I only wanted you to be near,” and “And I sincerely apologize, My actions were unwise, And now I realize that it killed me when you died,” and “My pride was stronger than your will to live.” 
We Both Go Down Together - The Decemberists
Another murder ballad, and even within the murder ballad genre, I think this one is exceptionally creepy. Especially with the murder-suicide implications, I think “we both go down together” works well with the creepiestreading of “one flesh one end.” 
Arms Tonite - Mother Mother
Another absolute bop suggested by a friend in my Locked Tomb group chat. I love the imagery, and I think it works exceptionally well for the lyctoral concept—”That I died right inside your arms tonight, That I'm fine even after I have died, That I try to escape the afterlife, That I try to get back in your arms alive.”
Genghis Khan - Miike Snow
Another super possessive song. I know it isn’t really explicit to cannon, but between this and Banks of the Ohio, I really like taking the literally all-consuming lyctoral process as a weird extension of the possessive “I don’t want you to get it on with nobody else but me” energy in this song and some of the others. Please also accept for consideration these lines—“'Cause I don't really want you, girl, But you can't be free, 'Cause I'm selfish, I'm obscene.” That has been part of the fun of this playlist for me—while I think some songs track for some characters more than others, I’m really having more fun with playing with the idea of someone who would intentionally murder and absorb someone they love in exchange for power. 
The Beast - Concrete Blonde
Another creepy, somewhat cannibalistic song. “Love is the leech, sucking you up, Love is a vampire, drunk on your blood, Love is the beast that will, Tear out your heart, Hungrily lick it and, Painfully pick it apart.” Cannibalism and that idea of draining someone of their power is a great combo. 
Savages - Marina
I love Marina, which is probably the only reason I’m not bowing to the fact that it bothers me that this isn’t even arguably a love song. We see in Harrow how vicious the old lyctors are, and  how their dinner parties feel like a thin veneer of civility over some truly rotten cores (I say this as a person who genuinely loved Mercymorn, but like… they’re terrible). Also, how am I supposed to resist “Is it a human trait, or is it learned behavior, Are you killing for yourself, or killing for your savior?” and “I’m not afraid of God, I am afraid of man.” More religious imagery? in my locked tomb playlist? It’s more likely than you think.
Cannibal - Kesha
More cannibalism! I love how vicious this song is, for this purpose. I also feel like “I have a heart, I swear I do, But just not baby when it comes to you,” works well, even if I’m not sure I can 100% justify it. 
Bring Me to Life - Evanescence
An explicitly canonical choice. “Now that I know what I'm without, you can't just leave me, breathe into me and make me real” and “Save me from the nothing I've become.” Because I’m an absolute turd, I love the semi-joke I’m finding in many of these song lyrics about the partner being unable to leave. Also because I’m terrible, I really like that this song can be read as regret over having become a lyctor in the first place. 
Monster - Lady Gaga
Cannibalism again, and I like that there’s some eye stuff in here. 
Cellophane - Sia
I like the anatomical imagery, with veins and blood and brains and all that. I also like “Patience is your virtue, saint o' mine” for a little call out to one of our extant lyctors. 
Most of All - Fuel
Like “Bring Me to Life,” I really like the regret and self loathing in this one. I also like the mentions of memories because [redacted]. “And I hate you now, And I miss you most of all, All those times we laughed, The scars that you left.” 
‘39 - Queen
First of all, I really like this song. I don’t think I should quite call it a bop like some of the others—maybe a jam? A song that’s explicitly about leaving Earth behind for deep-space exploration and the passage of time works wonderfully well for this sci-fi series about a society that has abandoned a dying(?) Earth and that is populated with a group of very damaged people staring down the barrel of a traumatic immortality. I also like that there’s a bit of eye imagery in the song. I especially like “For my life still ahead, pity me” as a cutting line for a lyctor. 
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snackerdoodle · 3 years
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Oops I really like the makeup I did for my office zoom holiday party and the lighting in my workspace was really good so now you have to look at my face
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snackerdoodle · 8 years
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you’re welcome.
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snackerdoodle · 8 years
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i am going to a cemetery restoration workshop today and it is raining
rain is fine but i need the thunderstorm to hold off until after we are done being outside because they will cancel the actual cemetery part if there’s lightning because of “safety” and “not getting struck by lightning in a graveyard because of gothic tropes” or something silly like that
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snackerdoodle · 8 years
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THE PENGUINS DID THE THING IT IS A PENGUINS/SHARKS FINAL AND I’M SO EXCITED
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