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gwisingegooli · 4 years

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Yooo I should write down all my crazy Tinder stories

Honestly at this point I’ve definitely met at least like 50 people from Tinder. Even though a lot of it was crazy, sometimes cringe, it’s also a lot of fun. I’m sure people would’ve enjoyed combing through my weird developments & relationships

Anyways I dated two young boys (19 year olds, first years) and here it is

1) just*n - he’s rly cute I hate him. He ghosted me and I’ve never been one-sided ghosted before like that :’o. Anyways we had good times and it’s okay, he should go live his baby life.

2) j*hn - this kid was an immature spoiled baby but he doesn’t even know it. Good kid actually, really fun & funny. But definitely doesn’t know how to take care of anyone else. And our families are friends... Lol nope!

I feel like recently I’ve seen so many cute couples and it aways makes me siiiighhhh after.

I don’t even want to be in a relationship. I think even if I found my hot macho tall rich (asian?) man I wouldn’t be able to stay in it if there were any complications. I got shit I wanna do, bro.

Dating in the modern age can kinda hurt sometimes, what with the ghosting and texting styles, but I actually like super love it. For me it’s as long as I’m participating, tbh. Like when I have multiple hoes it’s like security padding for my sensitive widdle heart.

Cause ultimately we just want to feel special, right 🥺.

Jk lol but I always do that. Nowadays I wanna use men as body pillows and for their hot bodies. But my old habits/beliefs in love come back and I get all uwu and gushy and feelings-y.

It’s annoying tho bc people think I’m actually just “uwu baby who needs help” in relationships. I can disassociate & drop people so fast. Even if I’m sad, I’m not gonna crawl back or try to text someone again LOL. I only get “uwu” because it’s fun to play with that line, and be a cute ideal gf type.

I think for the just*n boy, he was playing that shit too, and that’s the only reason why I played along with it. I’m just never gonna make contact with him again cause I deleted his number (his contact kept showing up on my phone in different contexts). But he was supposed to be my white knight smh. I’m just a little disappointed but we’ve all moved on already

I also wanted to mention my potential blooming career as a fan fiction & smut writer. Idk why I haven’t been doing this already, just writing more. But as my shame is truly now nonexistent & my sexual prowess is growing, I have newly found this skill of writing terrible, sinful things :-)

If I had to try to organize my potential income sources / aspects of my future career

1) Main esports / gaming job

2) twitch streaming (donations, subs, sponsorships)

3) selling commissions - art & writing

4) merch

5) Onlyfans / premium snapchat

6) other fun things - modeling, acting, helping ppl make content, collabs

let’s not pretend being an influencer is more complicated that LOLOL. Not that it isn’t like a ton a ton of work to constantly churn out quality content regularly. Doot doot

Listen I love being single, but for me it’s because then I can always choose myself first without ever having to worry about someone else. And then I also get to have multiple boys. And someone to cuddle with at night, someone to drunk text, people who are sweet to me.

It’s how it is in this zoomer world. I’m still in college smh. College hook-up culture has honestly evolved & advanced, I feel like. It’s just become like such a set metagame that’s figured out, and plays out so efficiently nowadays. It’s all so clean cut with the ghosting and the blocking & you guys just hover around on social media.

Who’s good at taking rejection, anyways? It feels bad. It makes me want to default to just closing myself off and never talking to anyone ever again.

But also that’s some pussy shit LOL. And I refuse to ever be disillusioned because then I’ll be bitter and a hater. And we hate that.

So I’ll take it gracefully, figure out what happened and play it better next time. Adapt, improvise, overcome. Be quicker at reading cues and people’s mindsets. Make men work waaay harder for me and my extremely valuable attention. Stay polite, kind and soft, but handle shit with an iron fist. Also choose better men. And if something’s a bad idea, then it is a bad idea.

I’m just too impatient. I have a hasty nature because I’m a pokemon apparently. Maybe feisty nature too. I’ve just been working on being patient. Give people chances, give people time, forgive and forget. I’ve always been good at forgiving and forgetting though. :)

Anyways I’m glad everything still has shape and structure. I’m so ready to leave college and get all the things I have started rolling , balls 2 the wall , eskettit

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walkwithursus · 5 years

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Okay, so i found messages in my bf ig asking for a hoes premium snapchat, so i didnt want to be mad but the more i thought about it the more upset i was, i wanted to break it off after 4 years of being together, i really trusted him like this whole time i though i was pressuring him into sexual things and i wad the one to always bring things up, but i guess he didnt trust me with shit (1/2)

You dont really have to asnwer these, While trying to break up we talked it out or whatever i guess everything is back to normal, except well my self esteem is shit and im kinda keeping my distamce from him physically, i gues. Buy my petty ass posted revelaing pictures on my side tumblr, which got attention from some guys so i guess i feel even with him now but i dont know if i should tell him about that. But i really havent told anyone the details of this so yes rant over (2/2)

Hey, so first off, I’m really sorry that you are going through this. Trust can be a difficult thing to earn back once it’s lost, and it sounds as though your trust in your boyfriend has taken a definite hit. If the two of you have decided to work it out and give things another shot, I hope that you will be patient with yourself and understand that it will take time for things to settle down and for the wounds to heal. If putting up physical boundaries is what you need to do for yourself right now, then by all means do it. As for the revealing pictures and whether or not to tell your boyfriend, I think that if you are looking to move forward and save the relationship, honesty might be the best course of action. Again, I’m so sorry that this has happened and that you are hurting right now. Please feel free to message me off anon if you want to talk any more about this!

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