#This is definitely something for my therapist who I'm seeing tomorrow fortunately but yeah

[biromanticbookbabe]

I hate being obsessive over someone. I feel like I'm heading there and I don't want to be overly clingy either. Ugh. I don't know if it's a bipolar thing, a possible crush thing, a loneliness thing or a combo of all three. My medicine has been working pretty good so far but I'm a little concerned that someone is taking up a little too much room in my headspace. I like this person BUT I do not want to slide back into my weird obsessive loops like I used to when crushing. That's embarassing and unhealthy. Ugh.

#I don't think I'm quite obsessed yet but I talk to them a lot #We've talked every day since we met #Hmm that was dumb of me because I get easily attached #What would you do bipolar edition #I unfortunately have had obsessive tendancies in the past due to all of those reasons above #This is definitely something for my therapist who I'm seeing tomorrow fortunately but yeah #I'm on a new medicine and this is the first time since taking the new med (Vraylar) that I've crushed on anyone #Not that I haven't been looking or talking to other people since I started Vraylar- I have but this one person is sticking for me #bonus points if you guessed it was my new friend- my demisexual ass is so predictable #dating #friendship #bipolar disorder #bipolar #actually bipolar #Vraylar #Vraylar IS in general better than Depakote because I would already be obsessed and not even questioning it if I were on Depakote still #Sorry I HATE the cringy obsessive side of bipolar it's just gross #mychatter