#Vic and Danielle got married and it reminded me of you since we’d talk about them sometimes

[a-promise-is-a-lie]

Missing people is dumb and I would like to not do this

#I’m not angry really more so annoyed #like I don’t regret my decision to go our separate ways because that’s what’s best for me #Vic and Danielle got married and it reminded me of you since we’d talk about them sometimes #sometimes I come across stuff that reminds me of the conversations we used to have #this is the longest we’ve gone without talking I think and it’s weird #i also sometimes miss the people that never actually existed #it’s like these friendships were built up only for it to have never been real #then I look back on old notes I wrote to myself and see how miserable I was so maybe it was for the best #I wish I had loved myself enough to step away sooner #but I’m getting better at loving myself now #i don’t really feel very strongly about everything anymore but sometimes I just need somewhere to express what I’m feeling #and since this is my blog I’m allowed to express that here #i admit that I do miss you sometimes even though I shouldn’t #but I need to take care of myself