#a teenager kicking my feet and giggling and that was like 45-60 mins ago and ive just been letting it settle

[yo9urt]

ouuuuugggghhhh

#mine #im going to save everyone from the long tag ramble and thus save myself from the embarrassment #but im on my 4th playthrough of beegee3 and im finally romancing someone other than 4st4r1on #and i got to the scene where my character and him are like. officially in a relationship ingame like coded that way #and everything #and um. wow #at first i was emotional and then i was shocked and bashful and startled and then i was emotional again and then i was kind of like #a teenager kicking my feet and giggling and that was like 45-60 mins ago and ive just been letting it settle #WOW.....wow #MAN....WOW!!! #wow. WOW!!!! #ok heres the part where i embarrass myself. but he (romanced companion) reminds me a lot of me #in surface level ways and in deep ways that i kind of like ... forgot were part of his story #and its catching me off guard like i didnt expect some of the themes to be hitting me like this #and idk theres just something about him maybe its because he reminds me of me or maybe its not but idk #ough. i'm in my feelings #its also 11pm im going to bed goodbye now #it really makes me feel for 4st4ri0n romancers who are also survivors though because like wow i could not imagine #im sure on some level its very cathartic or at least it can be and maybe i will get there too with this character but like #wowwwwwwww when the games writing is as strong as it is and the theme of the character and their backstory/romance #is so closely tied to struggles you have had in your own life. ouch!!!!!!! it is difficult #ok. goodnight