#acting in a not neurotypical manner isnt rly something i should beat myself up over? especially stuff from when i was literally a kid

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Me in my teens, touch starved: hey let me tell ur future frm the lines in ur palm

#sometimes you have a little special joke as an excuse to hold your friends hands 🤦‍♀️ #i literally am stupid but thats fine i guess 😑 #looking back its mostly funni though im not rly embarrassed #ive done a bunch of accidental flirting in my days and thats honestly kind of iconic of me lmao #acting in a not neurotypical manner isnt rly something i should beat myself up over? especially stuff from when i was literally a kid #i still do at times but i think that ive gotten better about it tbh! i dont want to act weird still lol but at least i know that #the science says that punishment or self hatred in fact exasterbates uhh. weirdness i guess #and i know that frm experience as well lol