#actual pay checks. like Actual pay checks and a salary that isnt based on hiw quickly you can destroy your ability to create

[bitchfitch]

Somedays you can't sleep and just have to have a crisis for a bit. Anyways I'm once again seriously considering quitting doing art as my day job and becoming an accountant.

#why accounting? #work from home. nobody gives a shit if youre a stuffy shut in. im good with numbers and details #Stability that you just dont get with an art career. #actual pay checks. like Actual pay checks and a salary that isnt based on hiw quickly you can destroy your ability to create #more brainspace for my own projects #like #at this point im just waiting until im 24 so i can qualify for a local colleges financial aid. #15k for a field with an average of 70k a year isnt like. bad. #its not Great. but like. #idk man. #im burning out and just want to have a job that doesn't hurt. #I want to be able to fix things when they break without having to panic and call my parents for loans. #I know im living a lot of people's dreams and i should be greatful for it. but like. its killing me. #Im not as sick as I was back when I first started having to look at colleges. I'm getting the adhd treated. #I just want to worry less. #and being an accountant seems like a way to do that