#actually i think she was a dietician and she was saying bs so like who even cares lmao

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

my psychopathology class is making me mad jealous. what do you mean people in these studies can have their brains scanned and looked at? their behavior monitored? their blood levels tested to see if meds are working? why can't i do that?? i want to have my brain scanned and i want to be monitored and i want people to run my blood through tests. and don't even get me started on longitudinal studies. you're telling me that they get to be monitored on and off for years and years and years?? why am i not doing that

#the only fun tests i've had were boring things like xrays and they didn't even show me the scans :(( #i want to see what my spine looks like too idc if u looked at it and can diagnose me bc i want to see too :( #and don't get me started on optometrists. well. i actually like those like hell yeah pour that shit in my eyes let's live in blurry land #ur gonna shine a light in my eyes? yesss. read the wall? i have no idea what that says. look at these '3d' images. ur lying they are still #and dentists are so fucking mean to me why can't i see my teeth xray u told me i was born missing teeth let me seeeeeee #and the boring fucking whatever kicking me out bc they refused to work w me 'until i got therapy' well guess what i tried and #she was spouting lies so none of us get to be happy >:( #actually i think she was a dietician and she was saying bs so like who even cares lmao

[adelindschade]

Hey!👋

When do you think you’ll be able to update chapter 9 of RWYLM?

And could you maybe give a hint what the chapter’s going to be about? Like I am so excited for what’s about to happen. I read your latest chapter just moments after I woke up and I love your writing! The fact that you write thousands of words each chapter and update the fic so often makes me immensely happy😍😍😘💋💋💋

Yoo, this is sweet AF! TY!! I'm so happy you like it! I was worried it was thick on on real world shit and that the hefty word count might turn peeps off but some y'all are really in-tuned, so as long as I got time, you can count on me rolling that shit out.

Imma be real - I just posted CH.8 yesterday sporadically because weather was SHIIIT; But today's forecast is semi-decent so Imma be outside for most part of my vacay - aka likely not today - maybe some progress tomorrow - no update Thursday because work has me doing double (those bastards) or the weekend ahead since Saturday more or less is another 15 hour BS show.

I'm still deciding who's POV imma be writing - whether it's Azriel's because I haven't tried that before or someone from the outside because Rhys has been thinking of Feyre but I'm considering letting her think for herself. She ain't that helpless.

Actually - I love recommendations or ideas! So lmk what you think - clue me in on what you're predicting and I'll maybe give you some cookies if you're close or nah.

Things I plan to write WAY ahead but not quite sure how Imma get there:

Cassian being a hovering mother hen.

Eris Vanserra - HOT MANHATTAN CEO - ALL I'M SAYING. HOT DOG DAD. (Psh, we know end game, but I do love distractions).

Mor and Emerie thirsting.

FEYRE LOSING HER ABSOLUTE SHIT. SET IT OFF.

Honestly - Lucian gon get ass his beat because you don't fuck with people's dogs' and Nesta ain't the one - especially with Emerie providing the extra shoe to throw.

Elain somewhat becomes an adult with an job - beyond playing Martha Stewart. I'm thinking dietician - which the doctor recommends. Hmm.

KISS CAM @ THE BRUINS GAME - CUE THE HORROR.

#y'all I'm at 161pp #I did not foresee this happening #but I'm so stoked y'all are loving it #and I promise when I do have time I am making progress #I just really like long chapters even if I neglect editing because I'm lazy AF #asks #loving your username btw #generalnesta #nessian fanfiction #RWYLM