#also apparently i CAN vape it with asthma because its a bronchodilator

[chipped-chimera]

Going to have my consult with a clinic tomorrow to see if they think I can get into this medicinal cannabis study - please send me good vibes, I'm super sick of having these anxiety drops and fighting bad thoughts every goddamn evening when my meds wear off and I'm running out of anxiety treatment options 😞

#kerytalk #cannabis #like atm my other option is benzos #which are temporary #and also HIGHLY addictive by comparison #med cannabis has only a tiny amount of thc by comparison #also apparently i CAN vape it with asthma because its a bronchodilator #also dont want benzos because they make me feel gross the next morning #at least if i get into this study my shitty brain will be good for something #tbh i just want to go to bed chill and happy not tense as fuck and constantly thinking how im gonna die alone #because i'm the epitome of an absolute mess that no one in their right mind would want to date #at least this is proof of the ADHD - meds in system = more positive no anxiety #meds leave system = I feel like I'm gonna be hunted for sport and I'm a pathetic piece of shit #spend several hours trying to beat back my brain with a newspaper telling it to stop thinking this trash #this has been a tag rant