#also have to try not to pull the new skin odf and thats really hard too

[steampoweredskeleton]

Fucking fell asleep at 7pm BC so exhausted it is now 10:30pm and have been woken up TWICE bc tendon in my finger got stuck and needed me to literally grab it and force it straight fucking FUCK OFF AND LET ME SLEEP

#delete later #im TIRED #this happened last night too i easjt sure if i dreamed it now i know defo not #ow #i nrrd to see doctor i think bc this is month 2/3 and its worse if anything #also have been so anxious lasy few days that i have scrayched the skin behind my ear to the point ir is red and bleeding so rhats #not great #i cany wear my headphones now bc ot hurts #i used to scratch this kind of area a few years ago and apparently its back now ☹️ #also have to try not to pull the new skin odf and thats really hard too #i vant skeep on that side. its rough #tw skin picking #tw scratching