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#also the first one is dhfjgkg bingqiu but like... withthat new geisha skin from idv
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#uugg
#svsss
#mdzs
#man I don't wanna tag shdjfkg
#all of these excluding jiang cheng I plan to finish some day anyways dhfjkg
#altho when is the question... hngg....
#also the first one is dhfjgkg bingqiu but like... withthat new geisha skin from idv
#its called resilience of bamboo and is a rich green with bamboo and a black n red fan... idk man it just makes me think of them 🥺
#also I'm djjfjgg stressed rn
#I'm making cosplay and I keep making little mistakes that ruin everything shfkgkg
#ah.. it's so annoying... I hate all of it... but gotta push through anyways 💪
#also I got accepted teehee its an open enrollment so I was going in no matter what but its nice to get rhe email after waiting hehe
#but also I think my friend is irritated with me so I've been leaving them alone but they also had like a breakdown so
#idk how to go about interacting with them rn
#cause like on one hand they completely ignored me earlier so clearly they don't wanna talk to me
#but on the other hand they were having a rough time and maybe I should've said something anyways
#and now its been hours and I'm still stewing on it shdkfkg so like I wanna say something still but now its awkward hfjfkgkh
#man... I'm just gonna keep working UAHDKFKG
#aiya.. I've been thinking about it before and moreso recently but I really don't make a good friend do I ?
#sometimes I wonder if I'm capable of deeper emotion beyond myself cause moments like these make me think about how I always retreat
#instead of pushing forward yknow like its awkward and weird but better going than pussyfootin around but ah I feel too awkward
#so I just don't so like.. isn't that just me saying to myself I don't really care for my friend ? like even if its awkward for me wouldn't
#it be better anyways? I've always been bad with comfort I've lived a very sheltered life so I lack a lot of experience and in a way empathy
#so I've always been more on the cowardly and selfish side of things for sure... for a friend one should do better right but I can't seem to
#be capable of doing more I just loiter jrjrjt how much is it base personality and how much is just lack of any real experience ? ehh..
#well no need to think too hard or else I'll be more useless sbdjgkg at least lets work and be a bad friend than be useless AND a bad friend
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