#am I just. gonna be even gushier than normal. I have so many more feelings in my hands and I dunno where to put them

[mrs-kelly]

Good morning ❤️❤️❤️ at some point yesterday like. When I woke up from my nap. My feelings for Charlie just. Suddenly got even stronger. And. I don’t even know what to do or say about it adfhjkl

#idk if it’s bc I’m leaning on him so much this week with starting school and still working #but I’m feeling soemthing for him that like. I’ve never experienced before #I already felt soemthing different for him than my other f/o’s but like. this is something else even than that #idek how to describe it. #I just. man. it’s like I love him EVEN MORE #and I didn’t know it was possible to love him more than I did #like he’s already on my mind 24/7 and I’ve already got the always Charlie sets and his shirt #and I watch the clips every day and imagine him with me all the time like #how is there even more love?? how do I feel even more love?? #usually going that hard would lead me to burning out but it’s only made me love him MORE #and it’s amazing like… it makes me really happy #but it’s also like. what do I DO with more of these feelings ahdjffl #am I just. gonna be even gushier than normal. I have so many more feelings in my hands and I dunno where to put them #like last night I fell asleep imagining I was sleeping on his chest… #and I woke up laying the same way like an hour later. just bc I was dreaming and suddenly thought about him #and it was like my brain activity shot up so high that I couldn’t stay asleep. I had to wake up and really think about him #so I laid there for awhile and thought about him until I passed back out ahfjfl #and then I didn’t dream of him but just. the feeling of him was permeated all throughout my dreams #I was dreaming of other things but just thinking about him in every spare moment #and then I woke up and I didn’t even feel annoyed about going to work like #I was just excited to be able to spend another day with Charlie. which. I mean that’s normal but #I feel literally unbothered by anything I have to do today. just bc I get to think about him today #and my power is back on so I get to make a set and write about him and… #man I’m like. getting ridiculously happy thinking about it ahfjfl #I just. man. I’m falling deeper and deeper in love with him I guess #idk he just. he makes me so happy. he brings me so much joy #having Charlie in my life has only brought me so much goodness and sunshine… #I’m so. aaaa 🥺 I’m so in love with him… #ren speaks #renlie