#but it’s also like. what do I DO with more of these feelings ahdjffl

[mrs-kelly]

Good morning ❤️❤️❤️ at some point yesterday like. When I woke up from my nap. My feelings for Charlie just. Suddenly got even stronger. And. I don’t even know what to do or say about it adfhjkl

#idk if it’s bc I’m leaning on him so much this week with starting school and still working #but I’m feeling soemthing for him that like. I’ve never experienced before #I already felt soemthing different for him than my other f/o’s but like. this is something else even than that #idek how to describe it. #I just. man. it’s like I love him EVEN MORE #and I didn’t know it was possible to love him more than I did #like he’s already on my mind 24/7 and I’ve already got the always Charlie sets and his shirt #and I watch the clips every day and imagine him with me all the time like #how is there even more love?? how do I feel even more love?? #usually going that hard would lead me to burning out but it’s only made me love him MORE #and it’s amazing like… it makes me really happy #but it’s also like. what do I DO with more of these feelings ahdjffl #am I just. gonna be even gushier than normal. I have so many more feelings in my hands and I dunno where to put them #like last night I fell asleep imagining I was sleeping on his chest… #and I woke up laying the same way like an hour later. just bc I was dreaming and suddenly thought about him #and it was like my brain activity shot up so high that I couldn’t stay asleep. I had to wake up and really think about him #so I laid there for awhile and thought about him until I passed back out ahfjfl #and then I didn’t dream of him but just. the feeling of him was permeated all throughout my dreams #I was dreaming of other things but just thinking about him in every spare moment #and then I woke up and I didn’t even feel annoyed about going to work like #I was just excited to be able to spend another day with Charlie. which. I mean that’s normal but #I feel literally unbothered by anything I have to do today. just bc I get to think about him today #and my power is back on so I get to make a set and write about him and… #man I’m like. getting ridiculously happy thinking about it ahfjfl #I just. man. I’m falling deeper and deeper in love with him I guess #idk he just. he makes me so happy. he brings me so much joy #having Charlie in my life has only brought me so much goodness and sunshine… #I’m so. aaaa 🥺 I’m so in love with him… #ren speaks #renlie

[mrs-kelly]

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Hi Teddy hi thank u for doing a favor for this sick old man ahdjfkgl

So I feel like I’ve never talked about this but Charlie’s job is technically that he’s a janitor! I mean. Well. Yeah ahdjffl Mac and Dennis bought Pa.ddy’s Pub with him and then he traded most of his shares for, among other things, half of a sandwich. So I mean he’s a co-owner but not in any way where they respect his input on stuff.

He’s the guy who keeps the bar running in tip-top shape (or…. Functional anyway ahdjfl). He cleans it and handles pests and does any maintenance work, and really anything else the gang doesn’t wanna do. They call all of this “Charlie Work” and they can basically label anything as “Charlie Work” to put it off on him.

A big part of his job is dealing with the rat problem that Paddy’s has?? Like the reason he’s referred to as the rat king is because he physically handles them. Like, not only does he lay down traps but it’s also up to him to kill them himself… And there’s an episode where he kinda realizes how messed up it is. He has this terrible existential crisis where he realizes that they’re living things, and he doesn’t want to hurt them anymore. He kind of realizes how terrible it would be to be treated that way.

I mean, after that it’s not really discussed what he does with the rats anymore as far as I remember? The gang did make him a new rat stick (you know. A weapon for the rats) at the end of the episode and he seemed pretty stoked. But, although the rat thing is something they talk about a lot in earlier seasons, it’s less focused on later so maybe he did grow from that episode? Idk ahdjfl

I was gonna go on a rant about the episode about Charlie Work too but I figured that could be a post all on its own ahdjfl anyway my point here is that Charlie does, like, all of the dirty work at the bar and he never asks for recognition and I just think that he should be appreciated more. Ok end of rant ahdjffl

#rats tw #violence against animals tw #idk how to tag this to anyone who might be sensitive to it so #ask to tag #Charlie just works so hard and never gets noticed for it and. #man if I don’t relate to that idea. of pushing so hard and being treated like you’ve done the bare minimum #he’s my husband he’s my buddy he’s literally me ahdjflf #thank u Teddy ❤️ #ren speaks #renlie #im gushing out here folks