#and autistic person like im even more isolated than a normal adult would be

[blonding]

feeling disconnected from not only yourself but also people as a whole is so so fucking hard.... nevertheless i endure. but not happily

#p #sorry to (kind of) vent again i just don't know what to do with myself #i've been slowly but surely going crazy for the past like 10 yrs it's just so. dreadfully lonely all the time and i know it doesn't have #to be this way but HOW!!! HOW!!!!! someone give me directions no one ever prepared me for how lonely adulthood is especially as a depressed #and autistic person like im even more isolated than a normal adult would be #man .