#and god I know Abigail wasnt a saint

[sheepcreature]

AGH.

#Thinking about Sara Lynn :(( #and also Abigail #i love you teen girls who deserves better u are loved #THEY MAKE ME FEEL SICK #makes me want to cry a little #I love them so much I wanted them to live. to be able to heal be the best version of themselves #but inevitably the adults in their life just fucking failed them #I fucking hate you Bojack Horseman (but i also see how the adults in his own life failed him) he continued the cycle and it lead to- #-Sara Lynn's death #just at the moment in her life when she was trying to stay clean and finish her studies #SHE WON HER FUCKING EMMY ANS SHE WASNT THERE TO RECEIVE IT AND SEE THE FRUITS OF HER WORK #She died. She died without knowing about it. She died next to the person who she still trusted after everything that happened to her #and Bojack failed her. #and god I know Abigail wasnt a saint #but i look at her and for a moment i wonder of this could have been avoided #i wonder if she could've been saved from the disaster that is Hannibal's and Will's relationship #i wonder if she could've been saved from Hannibal. #he was the one she trusted the most. she never saw Will in the same light. she feared him even if Hannibal tried to make thay fear go away #AND SHE ALSO DIED FOR THEIR SINS #she wasnt a saint but she was a lamb who got sacrificed for the horrifying love that grows in those two #and god #Hannibal killed her. sliced her neck the same way her own fathered had threatened to kill her in #sheepy rambles #txt