#and how you used to vent was mass noxian execution

[yi-dashi]

🌟- For a secret wish or desire of theirs ( I dunno if you're still accepting these, but I had not seen the meme and I cannot possibly miss the chance- )

Force my Muse to Spill their Secrets

“There is a part of me I cannot reconcile with. It longs for conflict that continues. It finds comfort in violence, and anger, and an enemy I owe no holds. Blood, death, war...” The Ionian crossed his arms firmly in front of his chest, stifling the pace of its rise and fall, “It is hard to not see this everywhere I go. I had known nothing of my own Lands before I arrived. Ever since then I have known it in red. Is it not understandable that I find purpose in death? Every action I take, I do in service of the dead, or the soon to be... and I am content with it?”

He took a pause to try and settle the disgust festering in his throat. He was not successful, “Had the one thing I had been missing all along, tucked away in the mountains... had it been a want to kill someone? Do I still want this? Sometimes, yes. And why? Why must it be like this? Why do I not know? Is it a matter of worth, or talent? Is it fun? By all spirits here and beyond... I think this desire has made rot in my brain, and has stolen a way to give me joy.”

There was little he could do to walk back the violence that preceded his reputation, and his malevolent ticks seemed to thrive on that.

#Prompt answers #thank you thank you for the ask! #sometimes you're still a little angry on the inside #and how you used to vent was mass noxian execution #whoops #anyways with this outta the way yi and swain have a nice cup of tea when ahahahaha #vixtionary