#and i could respond and say heck yea ill join!!! but my anxiety says no no no danger danger

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highkey wanna try randomizer racing but im way too socially anxious to ask to join :(

#blossom.txt #i gave myself the role in the official hollow knight discord n someone just called for a race #and i could respond and say heck yea ill join!!! but my anxiety says no no no danger danger #ive never done a race before and new things are Frightening™ #not to mention i dont know these ppl #they're probably ok??? but also #what if what if what if what if #and what if i come off as annoying!!! what if they hate me. what then #what if i mess up n make them frustrated #i play randomizer alone a lot but they dont just play the game they also have to get goals n stuff #like bingo style #and u race with a teammate #which means i would be stuck in a call for the next 2 hours with someone who may or may not hate my entire existence #who knows!!! it's very scary #god imagine if i didnt have social anxiety i could do so many things i want to do :(