#and i gave him my gift of custom painted drumsticks and hand ground coffee bc he literally always has a cup on him

[ragnaroktheworld]

Y'all...... Valentine's day has been a BLAST. My first one with a romantic valentine has just been the best. I feel like I'm riding on a nice high rn aaaaaaaaaa.

#I'm crying yall #not ONLY did this man get me a small vase of roses and a Russel stovers chocolate heart #he took one of those wooden paint palettes. burned the surface. and engraved butterflies and a bird into both sides #then cut mirrors to match the butterflies #it's GORGEOUS #I nearly cried when I saw it tbh #I'm v emotional today #we also wrapped the work day with going out to my car and hard-core making out so like.... best day ever #and i gave him my gift of custom painted drumsticks and hand ground coffee bc he literally always has a cup on him #he legit didn't believe me when I said they were hand painted until I showed him a bit at the bottom where I fucked up lol #idk y'all I just love this man so much #there's something special going on here and idk how to feel. deffo happy. he legit hits every feelings switch I have #I really thought I just wasn't a relationship person huh? just bc I'd never had a quality loving touch?? genuine affection??? #I'm a v happy person anymore #all he has to do is come near me and I'm practically in fire like..... damn y'all.... this is so new idk what to do #he can tell I'm not used to it bc I'm like v dominating. like.... he doesn't get the door. I do bc I'm so used to it. #and I have to actually force myself to let him do normal guy things like get shit for me. #why am I like this #mom friend override is shit when u don't need to be the mom friend to ur bf #cas speaks #life updates #must.... stop... tagging.... #romance #valentines day #bf tag