#and i wanted to scream and maybe i shoukd just put a bag over the smoke detector and get a cooking plate for my room

[arsonist-chicken]

Thought I'd gotten it together again after whatever the fuck the last 10 days or so where with sleeping through literally the whole day and waking up between 4-7pm despite setting an alarm, but no. Two days of not skipping uni and going to classes instead did in fact not fix anything; I fell asleep at 10pm or so yesterday, woke up at midnight, was up until 4, woke up at 10 from my alarm, I think, and slept again until 4pm. Seeing the sun still slightly out but not getting up, and now it's 8:10pm and I'm still in bed. I don't want to open my emails, I don't want to look at my calendar, but the exams and essay and translation deadlines are still there even if I don't look at them, they're all next week, and then it's February and I have a whole lot of other things to take care of but I don't even know where to get started now, except for getting out of bed and eat something

#idk if i have food that diesnt need to be cooked and i dont want to go to the communal kitchrn where i have to clean before being able to #cook anyway. stupid goddamn smoke detector in my room. #there was some spilled milk or cream in my.box in the fridge the other day neithernof which i have #and i wanted to scream and maybe i shoukd just put a bag over the smoke detector and get a cooking plate for my room #so ill actually eat more than bread and cheese and hummus and pears and chocolate #anyway the main problrm is my head so pleade tell me how to get that fixed with8ut therapy because my insurance said no to the one and #everyone has no spots anyeay anf i #and i'm sick and tired and just want to sleep forever #mine #upset vent post #also my mother called so i need to call back zomorrow and i already know itll ruin my mood further