#upset vent post

[arsonist-chicken]

Thought I'd gotten it together again after whatever the fuck the last 10 days or so where with sleeping through literally the whole day and waking up between 4-7pm despite setting an alarm, but no. Two days of not skipping uni and going to classes instead did in fact not fix anything; I fell asleep at 10pm or so yesterday, woke up at midnight, was up until 4, woke up at 10 from my alarm, I think, and slept again until 4pm. Seeing the sun still slightly out but not getting up, and now it's 8:10pm and I'm still in bed. I don't want to open my emails, I don't want to look at my calendar, but the exams and essay and translation deadlines are still there even if I don't look at them, they're all next week, and then it's February and I have a whole lot of other things to take care of but I don't even know where to get started now, except for getting out of bed and eat something

#idk if i have food that diesnt need to be cooked and i dont want to go to the communal kitchrn where i have to clean before being able to #cook anyway. stupid goddamn smoke detector in my room. #there was some spilled milk or cream in my.box in the fridge the other day neithernof which i have #and i wanted to scream and maybe i shoukd just put a bag over the smoke detector and get a cooking plate for my room #so ill actually eat more than bread and cheese and hummus and pears and chocolate #anyway the main problrm is my head so pleade tell me how to get that fixed with8ut therapy because my insurance said no to the one and #everyone has no spots anyeay anf i #and i'm sick and tired and just want to sleep forever #mine #upset vent post #also my mother called so i need to call back zomorrow and i already know itll ruin my mood further

[aesrot]

shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

#lua talks #this is actually for myself #its easy to feel like i've been overreacting. specially when i cant remember why im upset with them #is this a vent post? it doesnt feel like one but maybe?

[hoofpeet]

"Touch grass" Oh sorry you had to see one post implying that I might have any personal life beyond mindlessly pumping out content for you to enjoy. Forgot my job is to spend all my time making cutesy bullshit to post and then slink back into the shadows lest you have to acknowledge that I ever have personal issues. Eat a dick

#i hope you are uncomfortable !!! how long have i been making “art” with no complaints . #8 years with nary a vent post #you don't get to take all the work i spend hours on while ignoring that i'm even slightly upset about anything #it's not made for you fuckface you don't get to criticize my internet presence

[justahopelessgreyromantic]

does anyone else just wish they could be in a romantic relationship just.... without the romance? just have someone who cares about me and wants to be with me and who I can care about and be with in return. someone who will curl up beside me and take a nap with me. someone who I can cuddle with and hold with no pressure if it becoming anything more than that. no kissing, no sex, just two people basking in each other's closeness. I want to be able to hold someone's hand as we walk to the grocery store, bumping our shoulders together and grinning. I want to be able to get married just to know that wherever we go, we're together. we're best friends, and that's all I want. I want to be able to buy a house together. I want to be able to come home from work and know that there will be someone waiting to see me. I want someone who wants me in the ways I want them, and nothing more.

edit: to you one person commenting about bellusromantic, damn. thank you for that /gen. anyway guess who learned something new about themself ✌️

#vent post #im not upset that i dont want a romantic relationship #im upset that no one else doesnt want a romantic relationship #aroace #aromantic #arospec #aspec #ace #asexual #aromantic asexual

[comradeboyhalo]

ive kinda been burnt out of watching qsmp atm even for q!bad cause i cant think of a satisfying reason for dapper either dying or leaving him. pomme yes i like the hcs of her choosing to leave with her french parents but the thought of both of them leaving bad alone makes me feel so sick 😭 what a horrible end to a character whos whole arc was based on finding love as a father. especially after he just recovered. idk. its angst no matter what.

#im just venting #ik the plotline isn't our biggest issue #neg #all the posts abt dapper leaving with pomme and the french make me so upset #so they would just leave their dad? after he battled an extreme chronic illness? after he died?

[coreaflame]

so ssorry to anyone i promised art to . my msm hyperfixation has unfortunately ended , which took a toll on my motivation to draw . i still really like the game , but it just does not make me as happy as it used to

above is an artistic representation of what ive been doing for the past month or so . resting . and i will continue to rest for a bit more .sorry

#this is unnecessarily dramatic im trying to say that my autism just doesnt vare abt msm anymord while i genuinely want to be interested in i #one does not simply force a hyperfixation #as you could tell this blog will be taking a break and possibly start posting more about non msm related things . i sincerely apologise #i really hope the hyperfixation comes back . i really do . it has brought me insane amounts of comfort for a year now #sorry for rambling its just made me a Little Upset haha overall im mentally doing the greatest i have in a bit #miss these melodious critters tho . #my singing monsters #blarret #tw vent #? idk

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

strained myself too hard trying not to cry last night and ended up with a horror-movie-level nosebleed. apparently that can Happen!

#it was a killer way to escape the conversation ngl #people are upsetting you? get a massive nosebleed and hide in the bathroom!!!! #i still need to scrub blood out of the tub #im shocked i didnt get any on my clothes! #i soaked through the rest of a toilet paper roll! there was still a Bit on there! #nose was like a faucet goddamn..... #for a moment i genuinely thought i had burst something Important and was going to have a Hospital Experience #nope! sure felt like it tho! #scribble salad #honestly in hindsight i made a funny picture #huddled in the bathtub spilling blood everywhere while i tried not to hyperventilate. festivities! #its all or nothin with me i gotta admit it #im either stone faced or bleeding everywhere No Inbetween #and dont. dont ask me about it lmao im not gonna answer! personal stuff and all that <3 #the context of vent posts are between me. and me. My business to handle <3

[mokeonn]

I think the most upsetting thing about being a recovering addict is seeing how other people talk about addicts. A vast majority of Americans fucking DESPISE addicts and they are constantly demonized at every turn, God forbid that addict is homeless. It's honestly shocking to see how fast addicts are brought up as a "gotcha" to shoot down arguments for social or housing programs.

Like damn, I'm already dealing with trying not to abuse this substance and getting my life together, which is hard enough on its own, I don't need the knowledge that the average person thinks I am the scum of the Earth. I don't like knowing that if I am ever homeless or in a tough living situation, I will be one of the first people thrown under the bus. I'm already going through enough, I'm already the victim of a very upsetting illness, I don't need to deal with the vile hatred of the average person in my country, too.

#simon says #i wanted to vent because i saw a post talking about 'i would rather help everyone. even addicts too' and I was so upset #like that is such an odd thing to clarify but also they had to because you just KNOW if you dont it'll be assumed they're excluded #or people will write comments wanting to exclude them #and it's so fucking sad and upsetting #ill see posts saying to make things better for homeless people and a majority of the comments are arguing because addicts are mean #'oh they dont wanna get better' if I was homeless my sobriety would be the first thing out the window #it's just so upsetting to see and hear nearly every other day #like im suffering from a mental illness that makes me crave and want to actively abuse substances that harm me #and im the bad guy here??? #im the bad one for destroying my body because my actual brain demands it?? #fuck you.

[kireoppi]

just finished with my first Chamber Choir concert and my dad IMMEDIATELY comments on my being in a wheelchair while onstage im actually going to fucking cry

#disability #disabled #physical disability #physically disabled #mobility aid #chronic pain #small vent #vent post #vent #he just has to comment on my aids every day im so upset #cripple #cripplepunk #cripple punk #cripple posting #cpunk

[cathalbravecog]

veep dad comfort art

#veep dad :] #i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE #i need excitement in my life but im like #has no social life #oopsies...! #so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad #yea thats it #also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so.... #apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done #im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with #im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard #my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc #i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN #anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum #it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow #just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog #senior vice president #sr vp #veep dad #personal tag if i dont wanna main tag.... #doodles #traditional art #guz art #toontown

[sketchy-tour]

Happy Easter if yall celebrate it!!!!! Otherwise I hope yall have an absolutely fantastic Sunday!!!!

Aaaa I feel like I'm not as chatty as I once was on here. Been a bit all over the place! Also feel silly making a ton of text posts with no art so I try and limit how often I blab on here.

But just know I still appreciate all of you who follow and like my art! Every bit of interaction I still see and it still baffles me to see such kind words. It means the absolute world to me!!!! 💖💖🌻

#plus Ive been drawing other things between wh art #but I know no one here would wanna see my original character art. Which is so okay im not lamenting that! #this blog was always meant for fandom stuff! but ya know. if im drawing other stuff it means my fandom art slows down slightly #still need to get back in the groove with drawing Dandy #really hard not to feel discourage ever since dealing with them being used without my permission (Which has already been long since handled) #but I havent shaken off that upset I felt. Made me all tol hesitant to even post Dandy anymore. #course also kinda put a damper on my fun #OH IM RAMBLING! venting??? this isnt about that #shaking my head and clearing clouds!!! anyway! needless to say im trying. i hope you guys dont mind being patient with me #happy easter! #or uh happy sunday!!!! if you dont celebrate! #OH AND HAPPY TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY!!!!!! #Wow my tag rambles are all OVER THE PLACE #text post #just rambling #ill shut up now 💖

[heart-wit-strength]

This is genuinely starting to depress me...

#this is like just upsetting #yeah this is about the kfp4 trailer #not that I was expecting anything good but #i didn't expect it THAT BAD #no five. there's no five #bc this franchise once used to mean so much to me i hate what they have turned it into #id say this is more of a vent than a reaction #kung fu panda #kung fu panda 4 #kfp4 #text post #vent

[slutdge]

so a handful of users have started what is now bordering on a harassment campaign and that is what I woke up to this morning and its really close to getting out of control so I'm gonna be turning off the reblogs on a lot of my posts about mental illness and addiction cause this is really starting to impact my personal wellbeing irl, sorry to everyone who was behaving and found something valuable and helpful in those posts but unfortunately a bunch of assholes decided "bodily autonomy is a human right" was a controversial statement and got their shit in a twist about it, my anons also have to go off and im not gonna be making posts about mental health or addiction for a while either I really just can't deal with this right now lmao, love yall 🫀

#im not interested in making a callout post or @ing them im really just done w this and want it to be over #this was the last place i had to vent so im really upset about this. no matter how well i articulate my answer and try to educate them #theyll move the goal post and its a waste of my time to even try

[hearts4juzi]

its kinda wild living in a house full of people you hate and i apply that to evan a lot.

like yeah you could spend a day with this person and laugh andhave fun but you will inevitably be reminded of why you hate them and why you cant get along with them and its because they make no effort to be kind to you.

The only time michael treats him like a person is when harassing him isn't the most fun thing to do at the moment. like if he wants to watch a movie, he'd totally sit beside evan and put on a movie for the two of them. he'd totally get snacks and maybe even invite elizabeth bc watching a movie alone without snacks is boring! but even adfter that he'll turn around and pull the same cruel pranks.

but that tiny moment of normalcy existed, and evan is then thrust into a painful reminder of where he is.

eventually he'll stop enjoying those little moments. eventually they'll become less and less. eventually he won't want anything to do with michael ever, and those little moments are something he'll turn down because whats the point? its just a different form of emotional abuse he recieves with this back and forth that he cant understand because michael wont HELP HIM because michael will hand him something nice and smack it out of his hands because michael does what michael wants and evan just. doesnt get it

#didnt know if i wanted to post this #because it is very clearly projecting to the point where it feels like a vent... #not to mention im just?? upset today?? #but meh its a good in depth description of how i see them so. weh. #tzu rambles #michael afton #evan afton #the crying child #vent #<- just gonna tag it as that because it might as well be #esp if ppl have that tag muted lol

[lunabug2004]

RANT INCOMING: So these last few months I've watched tons of reactions to ST, or at least the first two seasons cuz those are my favs (and s3 is when most start to dislike Mike so I get scared and stop watching before that point 🫣) and I just wanted to rant about something I've noticed.

Almost every single time, for season 1, it's the same story: this person claims Dustin is their favorite almost immediately, and then raves about MBB's acting as the season goes on. Which, yeah, I love Dusty too, and MBB is so amazing omg it's crazy... but they don't even mention the others and I have never understand why.

Then again in s2: it's always Dusty or Steve character-wise and MBB or Noah acting-wise that they won't stop going on about.

Maybe I'm just extremely biased, but I've always thought MBB, Noah, and Finn (El, Will, and Mike) were the best of the child actors, esp in seasons 1 & 2, so it's just really annoying to me how these reactors will start to cry during El's or Will's scenes and just go on and on about how good Millie/Noah is, then cry at a Mike scene and not say anything about Finn.

Maybe it's a difference in the scenes themselves? Like when El or Will have emotional scenes in s1&2 it's usually because of a very obvious trauma, while when Mike has emotional scenes it's more about him comforting them during their trauma so people just overlook the fact that he's gathering trauma from all these events as well?

Then again, there's also the case of them never talking about Mike w/o talking about Mileven. Like he's his own person, his own character, the smartest one who makes all the plans and yet I've only ever watched one or two reactors who mention him outside of El (or in s2 them complaining about how he treats Max).

None of this is to say these specific characters (Dustin, Steve, El, Will) or actors (Gaten, Joe, MBB, Noah) don't deserve all the love in the world (well, Noah's questionable to some ig), cuz they do. This show's whole cast is so effing talented it's insane!!! This is just a pattern I've noticed where people don't really talk about Mike or Finn and I wonder why that is.

Ya'll idek if any of this makes sense, it's just something I had to get off my chest. 😭 Also, if anyone knows of a ST reactor who likes Mike, and makes it clear that they like Mike, pls let me know! I've been scarred too many times.

#stranger things #mike wheeler #byler #<— target audience #finn wolfhard #ranting #vent post #i'm so annoying yall im so sorry #mike wheeler defender #mike wheeler defense squad #i always get so upset on behalf of my child so if these posts annoy you i'm so sorry i can't help it #also on behalf of Finn #Jay's saying stuff :) #Jay's talking ST <3

[mackthecheese]

Having kind of a shit day for very little reason. Reblog with photos of your pets to assist with a speedy recovery.

#I wish I could just get a good cry out #stupid eyes not producing enough liquid #I was planning on going to the beach with the rest of my theatre troupe today but I couldn’t get a ride because my mom is sick #and the people carpooling didn’t have enough seats #so I laid in bed all day upset and wishing I could just cry #because despite being there for 3 years I’m still on the outs of a lot of going-ons #vent posting #I promise this won’t be frequent #I just need somewhere to get this off my chest #a cat always helps right? #yeah. cat pics solve everything. #that sounded weird… actual cats guys #like the ones that knock stuff off of shelves and scream until you give them food