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#and if THAT doesnt work. i just checked out r/childfree and theyve got a list of doctors in my area who are willing to help
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I'm doing it. I'm gonna get a fucking hysterectomy
#its something ive talked about half jokingly for years bc the idea of ever being pregnant or giving birth makes me INCREDIBLY dysphoric
#so it seems completely fucking pointless to have to go through so much pain and sickness every month for absolutely no reason
#this past month where i couldnt get my medication already had me seriously thinking about it tho
#bc even if im managing my endometriosis okay with BC i dont want to have to worry about going through hell if i cant fill my prescription
#i was looking into the side effects and etc bc i was thinking about asking my doctor about it next time i went in
#and the only thing that had me concerned was that a full hysterectomy or oophorectomy sends you into menopause which seems like itd suck
#(but smaller surgeries like tube ligations dont actually stop you from having periods)
#BUT i was complaining about this at work and one of my coworkers told me she had a hysterectomy for endometriosis
#and her doctor gave her a partial hysterectomy so it stops periods and prevents pregnancy but doesnt send you into menopause
#and that sounds fucking GREAT honestly so i wanted to ask my doctor about it even more
#but now that roe v wade has been overturned? the deal is sealed im getting this hell machine out of me one way or another
#im hoping that my doctor will be understanding as a woman herself but if not my coworker said she'll give me her doctors info
#and if THAT doesnt work. i just checked out r/childfree and theyve got a list of doctors in my area who are willing to help
#i dont want to keep suffering through chronic illness symptoms every month for absolutely no reason
#i dont want to run the risk of getting pregnant and having to live through my worst nightmare as someone with dysphoria
#AND like my gf just pointed out to me. ive got other health issues that im trying to get sorted out
#im chronically underweight and i either have pots or some kind of hypertension. plus a low immune system and etc etc etc
#being forced to carry a pregnancy could fucking kill me for all i know. AND i would have to go off of a lot of my meds??
#all this thing does is cause me chronic pain and put my already precarious physical and mental health at risk
#im GETTING it fucking taken out
#rambling
#ive got an appointment with my therapist on tuesday and i think im gonna ask about getting an official diagnosis of gender dysphoria
#and im already in the process of getting tested for pots with my primary care doctor
#so hopefully those diagnoses combined with my endometriosis will help speed it along... 🙏
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