#and immediately i felt like we operated on the same wavelengths bc he was easier for me to talk to

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i want a girl bestie so bad but i have no idea how to create and keep connections

#the *two* times it has happened these past years #wasnt bc of anything special #1 time it was bc she was persistent in messaging me and interacting w me. and eventually i started feeling safe w her #then we had that for years bc it was easy for me to talk to her plus she just kept being there #the second time it was on accident #i just messaged him randomlg out of nowhere #and immediately i felt like we operated on the same wavelengths bc he was easier for me to talk to #i guess also they were both my 'safe persons' (since i have avpd) #so yeah. i just immediately felt that it was simple(er) to talk w them #and that is not smth that can be forced or even built up #it has nothing to do w how much i try or how kind or patient they are #it's just chemistry i think #so yeahhhh #i dont know how to actually make friends #and i want a girl friend rlly bad :(((( #i mean i just want friends in general. guys nonbinary etc etc etc #but i rllyyyy want that specific kind of friendship u can have when you're two girls