#and it is so difficukt to talk about because the nature of the disease is that you dont wanna quit!! so theres always a sense of pride in

[ribcagewolf]

tw ed :[ sowwy

#tw ed #ack it isnt talked about enough how fucking bad eds are basically everybody i know has had one #tbf since moving to college i have realized that going to art school til gr 12 has put me in a very specific environment of mostly #people who are fucked up the same way i am #but like shit is killing a generation if youve seen the adolescent toronto psych wards jesus #its so so cruel and evil and having an ed is such a miserable existence bc #despite everything you stand against morally .. there is a bug in yr brain #and it is so difficukt to talk about because the nature of the disease is that you dont wanna quit!! so theres always a sense of pride in #talking abt the struggles #anyways #trying not to cry thinking about how im probably not gonna live past 30 #i havent been able to keep food down in three days fuck this shit my body is so ruined my body is so fucjed #and im in recovery before turning 18!! im lucky!! #i hate it im already aware of it but it feels almost roo late sometimes #fuck dance industry fuck eds fuck addiction whatevr #mad bc stomach ache literally it #im just grumpy cuz tummy hurts #laying in bed chewing carrots very slowly :-(((((( i want to enjoy yummy food i was to est mac and cheese w out vomiting #if u have an ed you have my sympathies and kill that shit before you hurt someone else bc it is a lame ass way to die #i cant function without so many meds arggg why do they literally groom us for like. early death. mad. mad. tummy hurtx