#and its just making me feel absolutelt shitty cus if i just didnt fuck up the entrance exams (which i fucked up the same way) id be on the

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time sensitive question: should i try to work rn when im feeling like a wreck or start the work tomorrow when im hopefully (but doubtly) feeling somewhat better?

#like i just realized how hard i fucked myself #like it was executive dysfunction but.. aaa #like it just hit me how im gonna have to do all the work by myself and when i tried doing a little bit of that the teachers absolutely #dissed me basically #and like logically i know i just gotta meet the dead line (which is less than a week away how swell!!) #but i dont think im physically capable of doing it especially since we have to do yet another project all on our own with the same deadline #and its just making me feel absolutelt shitty cus if i just didnt fuck up the entrance exams (which i fucked up the same way) id be on the #specialisation i wanted #and idk my brains going dark places :// #*mine: personal