#and my stomachs gonna be upset bcs im supposed to take my meds after a meal

[marimo-o]

#ieeeh #kindof vent post.. idk i was forced to be at a function for family friends for 4th of july but earlier #and i was told it was gonna be a couple hours #we. just got home it's midnight we left at 5pm #and one thing that has to happen when i go out is i have to shower before j can go to bed #somethibg something ocd symptoms everythibg that touches my bed has to be percieved as clean and when ive been outside #particularly for long periods of time (see: forced to be at someone elses house for 7hrs straight w loud noises outside) #i have to shower because. Not Clean #and it really freaks me out and im having a moment rn bcs obviously its too late for me to shower #but i gotta i have to i cant touch my bed without showering!!!! mf it's your fault it got this late you know this is a thing i have to do!!! #'ooo just do it in the morning' thats not the POINT i cant go in the clean space when im DIRTY #very close to just not going to bed but im so tired and frazzled and wwaaaaa #and i have to take my meds #i was supposed to take them after dinner but guess where we were :-] #/s im not happy about it #and theres pow powpow outside and im :'(((((((((( #and my stomachs gonna be upset bcs im supposed to take my meds after a meal #personal #the moss mumbles #tw vent