#and ofc to lily without her my blog wouldn’t have taken off as much as it did

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which @/s do you consider to be your friends

oh! Well @/ratwizz, @/magnusthepuppet, @/boo-topia, @/lunarshadow04, @/cups-and-pentacles, @/shortcakelils, @/cupid-shortcake, @/mintythecup,@/4ce-of-2pades, @/momentomorii, @/potatoreak, @/fizz-wizz-dizz, @/carlarosenakilah, @/fresacake, @/mimuo-no, @/winterleaf, and @/creator-of-monsters!

so pretty much everyone in the better casino, along with a select few!!

EDIT: IM SO STUPID I FORGOT @/ablsoblume!!!!

ABSOBLUME PLEASE FORGIVE ME IM SORRY

EDIT 2: IM SO HORRIBLE I ALLSO FORGOT @/m0use-brained!!

AUGHGHGHHGHGHG

I probably forgot more ppl I’m so sorry if I did pls call me out 😔

#Shoutout to lunar tho for being the first online friend I’ve ever had 💚 #ILY LUNAR/p #Also to Boo for drawing me the best tallulah drawing ever cause chemistry was stressing me out #Also for Cupid for interacting with me so much and sending the bast asks ever #and ofc to lily without her my blog wouldn’t have taken off as much as it did #And to cups for sharing the same ponderosa tree infested timezone #I LOVE ALL U GUYS SM 💚💚💚💚

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anyway nobody sent me another @ so i’m gonna do my girl lily real quick because apparently she’s had a bad two weeks and dam if u think i’m going to let that stand without putting my dukes up u don’t know me

@sapphirescales - i met lily ALSO five yrs ago i think a bit before i met brogan.  our mutual friend ellen introduced us by basically giving both of us the other’s skype.  i went back and looked at that convo a while ago and it was like, back in the days where we both still said xD ironically.  i believe i was on my magneto blog at that time, but it was probably like RIGHT before i made alex because we were building a mansion (which we had for like 1 glorious week).  i was in my junior year of high school, sitting in my creative writing class, which i hated and would just be on my computer through, and we hit it off super good, like, wild good, like she’s still one of my best friends 5 yrs later good.

lily has stuck by me thru so many things???  when my dad and i weren’t getting along she was always there for me to complain to?  when there was rp drama back in the days where rp drama was rareish and majorish she always took my side?  i've taken a million little miseries and problems to lily and she’s never once complained about me whining too much?  i’ve spent so many hours bouncing characters around with her?? she’s been the first person i’ve followed on like, almost every rp blog i’ve ever made except for the ones i made before i knew her?  even when i’ve had year-long absences where my life has swallowed me whole and i haven’t been there for rp (and i’ve forgotten to keep in personal touch) she’s always been there when i’ve come back ready to rp with me again, or if i’m still too busy for that, to just talk?  i value that so much??? lily is my rock????  even when she’s been going through really tough times herself she’s always been there for me and it’s such a privilege to be there for her too, even if it’s only a little, even if it’s only sometimes.

also, i have never seen her be anything less than an excellent writer of any character she’s ever put her lil hands on.  raven is ofc the one i’m most familiar with, and you guys wouldn’t believe the amount of work lily puts into her behind the scenes? especially at the beginning?  how hard she had to work to get this pure and wholesome and unproblematic community to accept a female muse?  particularly one who wasn’t just for ships, who was Angry and Vengeful and not always soft and sweet?  how she hammered this beautiful character out over of the course of years until she got this whole, real person?  like??? lily thinks so much about raven and how she relates to the world and the people around her and uses her own experiences to inform how raven acts and thinks and reacts as a marginalized minority, which is just... so hard and so brave.  i admire lily so much for her talent as a writer and a character builder; i admire her for her strength and perseverance as a person.

i’m so lucky to know lily and to have watched her construct raven from the rubble of the xmcu and i’m so lucky that she’s put up with all my shit and my 8 million characters and i love her so much?  i cry every day?  i couldn’t be here without her?  i wouldn’t even be the person i am if i’d never met her?  i’m crying right now?  lily’s had a tough couple of weeks and i want her to have an amazing week next week and i want her to know that my last five years would have been really tough if i hadn’t had her and how much i value that and how much i appreciate her and how i would DIE FOR HER.

#ooc. #.positivity. #sapphirescales #the question mark store ran out of question marks in the middle of this post #me: cryin in the club because i love my friends