#and people think happiness and enthusiasm is exciting. and thell get excited with/for u

[daughterofsarenrae]

Do u ever have those days where u like. Look back at ur life and ur just like. U know im really happy with my character growth arc

#im that but like???? most days now???? #its really really wild what getting on the right medication can do #at least im like 90% sure this is my new med. my baseline is like...... sooooo much happier than it was before #ive only been on it for like... a month? so who knows what this looks like for me long term. but at least for now #wow #bel speaks #i could get really sappy in these notes but im not gonna lol #all i will say is that like. as someone who was super paranoid about being judged for their interests/nerdiness #it is so exhilarating to like. go to work and gush about my 4000 piece batman lego set. and everyone i told was like holy shit thats so cool #and none of these people really care about batman or legos. but i do! #and people think happiness and enthusiasm is exciting. and thell get excited with/for u #and like. holds little me's face in my hands. stop being afraid of people seeing ur excitement #me: im not gonna be sappy in the tags #me immediately after: gets sappy about legos #anyways #buy a cool lego set its good for u #and also find some meds to fix ur brain. really really good combo