#and she doesn't understand why she can't flop all 70lbs against me

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I have a pinched nerve in my back by my hip and it fucking sucks. Besides work being hard and painful, and still hurting when I get home, and just general misery, I also can't do shit with the dogs. I haven't been able to give them a walk for like 2 weeks, and I miss it. We've played in the backyard some, but not enough, especially this week.

We have potato dogs, so they're not like, eating the couch or losing their entire brains over this. But Addy is being a bigger butthead than usual with barking, fixating on the couch, not listening, etc, and I know it's bc she's bored and antsy. Just very frustrating bc it's not her fault but it's not my fault and I'm trying to do more chews and enrichment, but even that's hard when I'm mostly stuck on the couch when I get home.

#fbw rambles #fbw rants #just feeling whiny and tired today #Addy was being more annoying than usual last night #before Jack got home and she glued herself to him #that's the other thing - she's a goddamn velcro dog and i do not want her or anything touching me when i hurt #and she doesn't understand why she can't flop all 70lbs against me #and she's a meathead so she doesn't LISTEN when i tell her no #and then she hurts me #sigh #spring isn't having as much an issue with it bc he's smaller #so the house is already more room for him #and he plays with the cats #going to chiropractor today so maybe that'll help #and I'm off work all next week too #gonna be hard to make myself rest without feeling guilty tho