#and since phones are banned on the floor I would be without my usual distraction/excuse/social crutch

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

i say go to the kinky new years party because even if you can't bring yourself to talk to anyone i'm sure someone there will have a kink for people standing awkwardly at parties and they'll be all over you in minutes 😘

Except if I don't talk to anybody I'm worried I'll look like a creeper and they have specific rules against doing that 😂

#anon asks #friendly anons #encouraging anons #it's not a 'if you don't talk to people we'll kick you out rule' but they do specifically say don't be a creeper lol #and I'm never sure what to do with my eyes or my hands or the rest of me when in a lonely social situation #and since phones are banned on the floor I would be without my usual distraction/excuse/social crutch #which leaves me with drinking to give me something to do with my hands and mouth #listen I know I'm overthinking this ok