#and the end of s6 was so POINTLESS and completely disrupted it skadjfhas

[littlespoonevan]

tragic: the song i've been obsessing over for two days straight is actually best represented by buck and abby's relationship and i will never be able to convince someone to have an in depth discussion about it with me and/or make a gifset of it 💔

#911 related #but also the bridge is actually quite ali coded askdjfh #why am i obsessing over his old relationships you ask???? #bc i'm thinking about buck's romantic arc again Obviously #and am actually now even more frustrated and enraged by the s6 finale in light of 7x04 #because everything in his romantic arc since s1 has been so carefully considered and constructed #and the end of s6 was so POINTLESS and completely disrupted it skadjfhas #like imagine if s6 had ended with buck alone sitting on a couch he'd picked out *himself* to mirror 6x01 and signify he was ready to open #himself to love again and THEN we got what we did with 7x04 #imagine how fucking perfect of a transition that would've been!!!!!!!!! #and i know the reasons behind it blah blah blah i know it was walked back immediately in 7x01 #but!!!!!!!!!!! #the trajectory from abby who was his first real love (but who he loved too much) #to ali who was a fresh start but who couldn't love him completely #to taylor who *he* tried to love in the right way but couldn't #to finding a way to be content on his own #to realising his sexuality and kissing tommy?!?!?!? #what a good fucking pipeline y'know!!! #that should've been the pipeline but now the end of s6 will always be a blip and it will always annoy me askjdfha #anyway #someone listen to reckless driving and please let me talk about buck and abby lmao